1 00:00:04,039 --> 00:00:02,389 embrace yourself because you're about to 2 00:00:06,230 --> 00:00:04,049 dive into another free first hour 3 00:00:07,400 --> 00:00:06,240 episode of the higher side chats and we 4 00:00:08,810 --> 00:00:07,410 just want to let you know that whether 5 00:00:10,790 --> 00:00:08,820 you're looking for a companion through 6 00:00:12,410 --> 00:00:10,800 your paranoid insomnia entertaining 7 00:00:14,390 --> 00:00:12,420 yourself through one of life's mundane 8 00:00:16,070 --> 00:00:14,400 activities or trying to ward off the 9 00:00:18,710 --> 00:00:16,080 internal scream to all those sad 10 00:00:20,480 --> 00:00:18,720 smothered Souls around the office THC is 11 00:00:22,130 --> 00:00:20,490 here and you should know that every 12 00:00:24,170 --> 00:00:22,140 episode of the higher side chats has an 13 00:00:26,540 --> 00:00:24,180 entire second hour four plus members 14 00:00:29,029 --> 00:00:26,550 sign up at the higher side chats plus 15 00:00:31,609 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00:01:35,970 look at the history of our con infected 30 00:01:40,789 --> 00:01:38,490 Empire expansion it's clearly carved a 31 00:01:43,219 --> 00:01:40,799 very cold and bloody path to the place 32 00:01:45,800 --> 00:01:43,229 we are today in fact it's almost 33 00:01:47,960 --> 00:01:45,810 impossible to truly reel back its 34 00:01:50,539 --> 00:01:47,970 influence it's baggage and the 35 00:01:52,730 --> 00:01:50,549 occupation of ideas that still poison 36 00:01:54,920 --> 00:01:52,740 the mental well of humanity just look at 37 00:01:56,990 --> 00:01:54,930 something like language or even food and 38 00:02:00,260 --> 00:01:57,000 you'll see how quickly Empire comes up 39 00:02:02,330 --> 00:02:00,270 in the context of spirituality and magic 40 00:02:04,370 --> 00:02:02,340 this often means that any Westerner is 41 00:02:06,350 --> 00:02:04,380 interested in rejecting the materialist 42 00:02:08,630 --> 00:02:06,360 model or the angry dad and the clouds' 43 00:02:10,550 --> 00:02:08,640 paradigm were presented with and walking 44 00:02:12,710 --> 00:02:10,560 down the path less traveled will usually 45 00:02:15,320 --> 00:02:12,720 start with the works of Manley P Hall 46 00:02:17,839 --> 00:02:15,330 Aleister Crowley Blavatsky the Golden 47 00:02:19,850 --> 00:02:17,849 Dawn or any of the initiatory orders or 48 00:02:22,190 --> 00:02:19,860 secret societies that not only dominate 49 00:02:24,199 --> 00:02:22,200 the literature but often have too cozy 50 00:02:26,900 --> 00:02:24,209 of a relationship with the state to make 51 00:02:29,030 --> 00:02:26,910 me all that comfortable myself but 52 00:02:31,280 --> 00:02:29,040 eventually the Western blinders come off 53 00:02:33,559 --> 00:02:31,290 and we see that magic and spirituality 54 00:02:35,660 --> 00:02:33,569 are about as universal as they get and 55 00:02:37,309 --> 00:02:35,670 only because of the brutal steamroll of 56 00:02:39,290 --> 00:02:37,319 colonization have we lost that 57 00:02:41,119 --> 00:02:39,300 understanding and oftentimes the 58 00:02:43,369 --> 00:02:41,129 fractured communities in their wake as 59 00:02:45,350 --> 00:02:43,379 well and today I think many of us are 60 00:02:47,119 --> 00:02:45,360 looking back at the cultures and people 61 00:02:49,430 --> 00:02:47,129 that the power pyramid has used and 62 00:02:51,440 --> 00:02:49,440 abused and are trying to unpack their 63 00:02:53,750 --> 00:02:51,450 ways and their understandings of life 64 00:02:55,970 --> 00:02:53,760 and reality because the answers yielded 65 00:02:58,520 --> 00:02:55,980 by the all-knowing Empire are not nearly 66 00:03:01,190 --> 00:02:58,530 good enough so with this here today is 67 00:03:03,500 --> 00:03:01,200 Natalia l40 a writer storyteller 68 00:03:05,869 --> 00:03:03,510 cartomancer an advocate of the magical 69 00:03:08,300 --> 00:03:05,879 worldview from Puerto Rico who details 70 00:03:10,910 --> 00:03:08,310 her journey on her blog mist and ether 71 00:03:13,430 --> 00:03:10,920 she's pursued her education in literary 72 00:03:14,420 --> 00:03:13,440 theory and criticism with undergraduate 73 00:03:16,550 --> 00:03:14,430 studies in English 74 00:03:19,309 --> 00:03:16,560 literature she's also the author of the 75 00:03:21,500 --> 00:03:19,319 poetic Arcanum and the otherworldly 76 00:03:23,599 --> 00:03:21,510 journey with the suit of swords where 77 00:03:26,089 --> 00:03:23,609 she combines storytelling and poetry 78 00:03:28,940 --> 00:03:26,099 with the rich and deep symbolism of the 79 00:03:31,459 --> 00:03:28,950 Tarot so let's do it the Caribbean card 80 00:03:32,780 --> 00:03:31,469 oh man sir lover of literature and Devon 81 00:03:36,649 --> 00:03:32,790 Atrix extraordinaire 82 00:03:41,449 --> 00:03:36,659 Natalia welcome to THC Wow that is an 83 00:03:43,550 --> 00:03:41,459 excellent introduction hello I try I try 84 00:03:45,709 --> 00:03:43,560 and thanks for doing this it's always 85 00:03:47,420 --> 00:03:45,719 exciting when I ask someone if they'd be 86 00:03:49,640 --> 00:03:47,430 interested in being a guest and they're 87 00:03:52,640 --> 00:03:49,650 actually a listener already so that was 88 00:03:54,080 --> 00:03:52,650 nice and the real catalyst for asking 89 00:03:56,449 --> 00:03:54,090 was this piece you wrote called the 90 00:03:58,699 --> 00:03:56,459 politics of unnamed desires which we'll 91 00:04:01,129 --> 00:03:58,709 get into and it seems like it's far more 92 00:04:03,530 --> 00:04:01,139 political than your usual writings but I 93 00:04:05,360 --> 00:04:03,540 found it right at a time when I was also 94 00:04:07,520 --> 00:04:05,370 thinking about the fact that I'd love to 95 00:04:09,319 --> 00:04:07,530 have more guests from outside the 96 00:04:12,080 --> 00:04:09,329 Western bubble or at least talk to 97 00:04:14,059 --> 00:04:12,090 people more embedded and raised in the 98 00:04:16,129 --> 00:04:14,069 cultures that not only have deep 99 00:04:18,560 --> 00:04:16,139 spiritual and magical traditions but 100 00:04:21,890 --> 00:04:18,570 also have been impacted pretty 101 00:04:23,719 --> 00:04:21,900 dramatically by colonization and Puerto 102 00:04:26,420 --> 00:04:23,729 Rico seems like it checks both of those 103 00:04:29,210 --> 00:04:26,430 boxes pretty boldly and it still has a 104 00:04:31,610 --> 00:04:29,220 lot of struggle and turmoil caused by 105 00:04:33,469 --> 00:04:31,620 its odd nebulous status with the United 106 00:04:35,029 --> 00:04:33,479 States so I think you'll have a lot of 107 00:04:36,950 --> 00:04:35,039 interesting things to share with this 108 00:04:40,490 --> 00:04:36,960 I suppose this might be one of your 109 00:04:42,770 --> 00:04:40,500 first podcast appearances so maybe we 110 00:04:45,350 --> 00:04:42,780 could start with where you might have 111 00:04:47,689 --> 00:04:45,360 either have seen either of those two 112 00:04:49,610 --> 00:04:47,699 things growing up spiritualism and magic 113 00:04:52,370 --> 00:04:49,620 or the negative effects of colonization 114 00:04:54,620 --> 00:04:52,380 how do those things impact a person born 115 00:04:58,550 --> 00:04:54,630 and raised in the Caribbean oh goodness 116 00:05:00,529 --> 00:04:58,560 that is quite a question cool all right 117 00:05:03,020 --> 00:05:00,539 well I wasn't raised in Puerto Rico 118 00:05:06,140 --> 00:05:03,030 I was raised in Florida where you know 119 00:05:08,870 --> 00:05:06,150 there are many many Puerto Ricans and I 120 00:05:12,170 --> 00:05:08,880 came to Puerto Rico to study to continue 121 00:05:14,510 --> 00:05:12,180 my higher education so I transferred to 122 00:05:17,060 --> 00:05:14,520 the University of Puerto Rico so it was 123 00:05:22,070 --> 00:05:17,070 a big culture shock so just with that 124 00:05:24,350 --> 00:05:22,080 alone I was raised with not a I guess 125 00:05:26,930 --> 00:05:24,360 grounded identity you could say because 126 00:05:28,370 --> 00:05:26,940 I I wasn't a part of Florida you know 127 00:05:30,110 --> 00:05:28,380 I'm Puerto Rican 128 00:05:32,540 --> 00:05:30,120 so I lived there I was raised there but 129 00:05:36,800 --> 00:05:32,550 in part it wasn't my culture you know 130 00:05:40,940 --> 00:05:36,810 and then I came here and that was the 131 00:05:43,310 --> 00:05:40,950 case as well I found a great culture 132 00:05:45,950 --> 00:05:43,320 shock and of course I visited Puerto 133 00:05:48,890 --> 00:05:45,960 Rico you know frequently every year and 134 00:05:52,460 --> 00:05:48,900 I think I've always kept retained this 135 00:05:56,660 --> 00:05:52,470 feeling of not belonging anywhere and I 136 00:05:58,790 --> 00:05:56,670 think that what I feel in living here 137 00:06:01,850 --> 00:05:58,800 because I also you know I've moved 138 00:06:05,390 --> 00:06:01,860 around quite a bit I think there is a 139 00:06:09,170 --> 00:06:05,400 lot of and articulated especially here 140 00:06:11,300 --> 00:06:09,180 in Puerto Rico not belonging you know we 141 00:06:13,250 --> 00:06:11,310 belong to this land you know we are all 142 00:06:16,400 --> 00:06:13,260 purry can we have this shared culture so 143 00:06:19,510 --> 00:06:16,410 we belong right but I think the one of 144 00:06:22,370 --> 00:06:19,520 the one of the deepest fissures in 145 00:06:24,170 --> 00:06:22,380 colonization that happens in the 146 00:06:26,390 --> 00:06:24,180 individual is that it disconnects you 147 00:06:28,760 --> 00:06:26,400 from the land and from community and 148 00:06:30,260 --> 00:06:28,770 this is the the type of this is the 149 00:06:34,160 --> 00:06:30,270 landscape that you find here you know 150 00:06:37,310 --> 00:06:34,170 amongst people there is just a disparate 151 00:06:39,530 --> 00:06:37,320 feeling that is connection through 152 00:06:42,140 --> 00:06:39,540 culture but it's superficial called 153 00:06:44,990 --> 00:06:42,150 culture you know a lot of our culture is 154 00:06:47,720 --> 00:06:45,000 derived from the United States you know 155 00:06:51,020 --> 00:06:47,730 with with you know we've been colonized 156 00:06:53,420 --> 00:06:51,030 for more than 500 years first it was the 157 00:06:56,200 --> 00:06:53,430 Spanish then it was the US and we 158 00:06:58,670 --> 00:06:56,210 haven't that's why I titled my article 159 00:07:02,450 --> 00:06:58,680 unnamed desires because we do not even 160 00:07:04,790 --> 00:07:02,460 know how to articulate who we are where 161 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:04,800 we fit we because we haven't even given 162 00:07:10,850 --> 00:07:08,090 you know we we don't take we don't know 163 00:07:12,950 --> 00:07:10,860 not that we don't take that you know 164 00:07:16,040 --> 00:07:12,960 there's nothing to take because what can 165 00:07:19,190 --> 00:07:16,050 we take you know we're on an island a 166 00:07:23,720 --> 00:07:19,200 small island so all that all that 167 00:07:27,860 --> 00:07:23,730 frustration is what you feel living here 168 00:07:29,680 --> 00:07:27,870 you know but there's a lot of as usual 169 00:07:34,100 --> 00:07:29,690 I'm in the States you know competition 170 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:34,110 etc etc but there is a lot of thievery 171 00:07:40,850 --> 00:07:38,490 piracy a lot of as you know corruption 172 00:07:41,750 --> 00:07:40,860 as in the States as in many other places 173 00:07:44,210 --> 00:07:41,760 but 174 00:07:46,550 --> 00:07:44,220 here it's it just has a different 175 00:07:49,670 --> 00:07:46,560 feeling to it I don't know and I think 176 00:07:52,790 --> 00:07:49,680 it's because we don't we don't have the 177 00:07:55,850 --> 00:07:52,800 sense of place and of belonging and so 178 00:08:01,600 --> 00:07:55,860 with spiritual communities here I think 179 00:08:05,120 --> 00:08:01,610 that is one of the ways that we retain a 180 00:08:06,530 --> 00:08:05,130 sense of community you know one of it 181 00:08:08,210 --> 00:08:06,540 one of the ways because there are also 182 00:08:10,670 --> 00:08:08,220 people that you know don't belong to any 183 00:08:13,870 --> 00:08:10,680 spiritual communities but in spiritual 184 00:08:17,390 --> 00:08:13,880 communities you find relief you know 185 00:08:19,940 --> 00:08:17,400 you're able to communicate and you know 186 00:08:25,280 --> 00:08:19,950 even if even if certain things are 187 00:08:29,090 --> 00:08:25,290 unaddressed and unsaid but the living 188 00:08:31,430 --> 00:08:29,100 the daily living and the daily pulling 189 00:08:33,200 --> 00:08:31,440 through that is addressed in spiritual 190 00:08:35,870 --> 00:08:33,210 communities and I think that is why 191 00:08:38,000 --> 00:08:35,880 they're you know communities is a big 192 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:38,010 thing here spiritual communities you 193 00:08:42,409 --> 00:08:40,650 know even the Christians and you know 194 00:08:43,700 --> 00:08:42,419 the different denominations the 195 00:08:46,190 --> 00:08:43,710 different types of communities outside 196 00:08:48,950 --> 00:08:46,200 of Christianity as well spiritism and 197 00:08:51,410 --> 00:08:48,960 also in you know Santa Tia and all the 198 00:08:54,170 --> 00:08:51,420 you know other different communities 199 00:08:57,740 --> 00:08:54,180 spiritual communities well I think that 200 00:08:59,300 --> 00:08:57,750 makes a lot of sense I mean even just to 201 00:09:00,980 --> 00:08:59,310 see something like you use the Tarot a 202 00:09:03,800 --> 00:09:00,990 lot and it seems like you're using a 203 00:09:06,170 --> 00:09:03,810 Spanish tarot deck I mean that in itself 204 00:09:09,800 --> 00:09:06,180 is like well clearly there's some major 205 00:09:12,200 --> 00:09:09,810 influence and it's gotta be a strange 206 00:09:13,640 --> 00:09:12,210 feeling of not having a ton of autonomy 207 00:09:17,210 --> 00:09:13,650 yeah because you always have this 208 00:09:20,060 --> 00:09:17,220 overarching yeah Empire yes that's the 209 00:09:22,150 --> 00:09:20,070 word I was looking for yes and even even 210 00:09:24,260 --> 00:09:22,160 just the idea of not really knowing 211 00:09:26,180 --> 00:09:24,270 where you're from or not having a 212 00:09:29,450 --> 00:09:26,190 connection with your heritage I think 213 00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:29,460 that's big for any American because you 214 00:09:33,080 --> 00:09:31,170 go back a couple hundred years and none 215 00:09:35,510 --> 00:09:33,090 of us were originally from here so 216 00:09:39,230 --> 00:09:35,520 sometimes I think about just the idea of 217 00:09:41,510 --> 00:09:39,240 okay so I'm largely Swedish and polish 218 00:09:43,700 --> 00:09:41,520 well you know how different would life 219 00:09:46,160 --> 00:09:43,710 be if you are raised in a place where 220 00:09:47,540 --> 00:09:46,170 your entire city is Swedish and polish 221 00:09:50,420 --> 00:09:47,550 with a heritage that goes back 222 00:09:52,640 --> 00:09:50,430 generations and it's kind of crazy 223 00:09:54,710 --> 00:09:52,650 and let me be clear this is not some 224 00:09:57,740 --> 00:09:54,720 voiced you know this is not something 225 00:10:00,710 --> 00:09:57,750 articulated I miss what I'm saying could 226 00:10:02,270 --> 00:10:00,720 be heard a heretical in a sense to a lot 227 00:10:04,790 --> 00:10:02,280 of people they will deny it like what is 228 00:10:06,800 --> 00:10:04,800 what are you talking about but it you 229 00:10:09,800 --> 00:10:06,810 see it every day because this complete 230 00:10:12,260 --> 00:10:09,810 disregard to the land you know here in 231 00:10:14,120 --> 00:10:12,270 Puerto Rico the highest bidder is the 232 00:10:16,550 --> 00:10:14,130 one that takes the peace you know and 233 00:10:20,390 --> 00:10:16,560 and especially if they come from outside 234 00:10:21,350 --> 00:10:20,400 you know and all all our land is is sold 235 00:10:26,030 --> 00:10:21,360 you know 236 00:10:28,910 --> 00:10:26,040 lived there whoever they have to move so 237 00:10:31,640 --> 00:10:28,920 that this high this other can purchase 238 00:10:34,310 --> 00:10:31,650 this land or this place and you see it 239 00:10:36,800 --> 00:10:34,320 here in the people as well I mean the 240 00:10:38,630 --> 00:10:36,810 the amount of trash that you find I mean 241 00:10:40,400 --> 00:10:38,640 I see it just driving people just throw 242 00:10:44,420 --> 00:10:40,410 trash out the window you know a bottle 243 00:10:47,450 --> 00:10:44,430 here you know a beer can over there and 244 00:10:50,960 --> 00:10:47,460 it's you know and this just that is a 245 00:10:53,480 --> 00:10:50,970 sign of a person that has no regard for 246 00:10:55,460 --> 00:10:53,490 the land that they walk on you know that 247 00:10:58,580 --> 00:10:55,470 they belong here that they should they 248 00:11:01,580 --> 00:10:58,590 should participate in some way other 249 00:11:03,890 --> 00:11:01,590 than than to then just let me see how 250 00:11:07,010 --> 00:11:03,900 far I can get ahead above this other 251 00:11:10,090 --> 00:11:07,020 person you know let me see how I can 252 00:11:13,160 --> 00:11:10,100 bring down today you know like that 253 00:11:15,650 --> 00:11:13,170 right the warped ways the West are 254 00:11:17,420 --> 00:11:15,660 definitely contagious we get caught up 255 00:11:19,520 --> 00:11:17,430 in the wrong incentives and all that 256 00:11:21,500 --> 00:11:19,530 yeah and I'm not surprised at someone 257 00:11:23,360 --> 00:11:21,510 who moved to Puerto Rico because they're 258 00:11:26,270 --> 00:11:23,370 Puerto Rican and was hoping to feel more 259 00:11:28,730 --> 00:11:26,280 connected has these sorts of thoughts 260 00:11:30,800 --> 00:11:28,740 about the land on their mind because it 261 00:11:33,770 --> 00:11:30,810 seems like even the native population is 262 00:11:35,780 --> 00:11:33,780 dealing with their own disconnect mm-hmm 263 00:11:38,810 --> 00:11:35,790 either conscious or unconscious these 264 00:11:41,120 --> 00:11:38,820 feelings of defeat because there's a big 265 00:11:43,340 --> 00:11:41,130 international mining corporation raping 266 00:11:45,770 --> 00:11:43,350 the land poisoning the water so an 267 00:11:48,320 --> 00:11:45,780 individual could easily feel like well 268 00:11:50,240 --> 00:11:48,330 [\h__\h] it what's the use and finding the 269 00:11:52,280 --> 00:11:50,250 trash can when this shit's going on over 270 00:11:55,340 --> 00:11:52,290 there mm-hmm I could definitely 271 00:11:58,400 --> 00:11:55,350 understand that sort of stuck feeling 272 00:12:00,980 --> 00:11:58,410 gets and just a little bit more about 273 00:12:03,500 --> 00:12:00,990 the history you sum up the story really 274 00:12:05,250 --> 00:12:03,510 well with this paragraph from that post 275 00:12:08,040 --> 00:12:05,260 where you say 276 00:12:10,680 --> 00:12:08,050 since the quote-unquote discovery of 277 00:12:12,540 --> 00:12:10,690 Puerto Rico by the Europeans the island 278 00:12:15,300 --> 00:12:12,550 quickly moved into the possession of 279 00:12:17,910 --> 00:12:15,310 Spain under which the land was mined 280 00:12:19,920 --> 00:12:17,920 into exhaustion all the gold and riches 281 00:12:22,230 --> 00:12:19,930 immediately shipped back to the 282 00:12:25,220 --> 00:12:22,240 continent the indigenous people of the 283 00:12:27,660 --> 00:12:25,230 land mixed died or went into slavery 284 00:12:30,360 --> 00:12:27,670 typical story of the Caribbean right 285 00:12:32,940 --> 00:12:30,370 Porto Rico isn't unique in this what 286 00:12:35,400 --> 00:12:32,950 this island is particularly unique in is 287 00:12:37,800 --> 00:12:35,410 that after centuries under Spanish rule 288 00:12:39,690 --> 00:12:37,810 and a mild skirmish between the Spanish 289 00:12:41,610 --> 00:12:39,700 and the British over ownership the 290 00:12:44,250 --> 00:12:41,620 United States took over after the 291 00:12:46,650 --> 00:12:44,260 spanish-american war the island passed 292 00:12:48,720 --> 00:12:46,660 now into the ownership of a new head a 293 00:12:50,730 --> 00:12:48,730 new banner and a new culture are you 294 00:12:52,680 --> 00:12:50,740 seeing a thread here speed up a couple 295 00:12:54,960 --> 00:12:52,690 hundred years and here we are still 296 00:12:56,760 --> 00:12:54,970 under the wings of the United States at 297 00:12:58,680 --> 00:12:56,770 no point in our history longer than a 298 00:13:00,420 --> 00:12:58,690 day after the Europeans stepped foot on 299 00:13:03,030 --> 00:13:00,430 the island have the people of the island 300 00:13:04,890 --> 00:13:03,040 been sovereign if you sit and think 301 00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:04,900 about that fact and about the 302 00:13:08,910 --> 00:13:07,210 repercussions this reverberates into a 303 00:13:11,430 --> 00:13:08,920 people into the land 304 00:13:14,580 --> 00:13:11,440 well it's quite something it is 305 00:13:18,870 --> 00:13:14,590 crippling and I just think that is a 306 00:13:22,290 --> 00:13:18,880 killer paragraph definitely heavy also I 307 00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:22,300 listened to those santista Brujo Lewis 308 00:13:27,330 --> 00:13:24,490 interviews that you had sent me which 309 00:13:29,790 --> 00:13:27,340 fold in the magical context within this 310 00:13:33,060 --> 00:13:29,800 unique history and he refers to Puerto 311 00:13:34,560 --> 00:13:33,070 Rico as a big magical melting pot not 312 00:13:37,260 --> 00:13:34,570 only are there are many traditions 313 00:13:39,750 --> 00:13:37,270 across the islands but Puerto Rico is 314 00:13:42,570 --> 00:13:39,760 also the first place that African slaves 315 00:13:45,720 --> 00:13:42,580 were brought to so their traditions have 316 00:13:47,270 --> 00:13:45,730 folded in and mixed as well and then of 317 00:13:49,320 --> 00:13:47,280 course you've got to add that 318 00:13:51,540 --> 00:13:49,330 Christianity current running through 319 00:13:55,590 --> 00:13:51,550 everything and it just seems like after 320 00:13:58,710 --> 00:13:55,600 all this history it's pretty safe to say 321 00:14:00,960 --> 00:13:58,720 that Puerto Rico is a fairly unique and 322 00:14:05,400 --> 00:14:00,970 interesting cultural and magical 323 00:14:06,780 --> 00:14:05,410 microcosm isn't it yeah it is I mean you 324 00:14:08,310 --> 00:14:06,790 can find that in other places in the 325 00:14:11,340 --> 00:14:08,320 Caribbean and not obviously in other 326 00:14:13,890 --> 00:14:11,350 places in different countries but yeah 327 00:14:15,930 --> 00:14:13,900 something it created quite an 328 00:14:18,540 --> 00:14:15,940 interesting mix here and 329 00:14:20,460 --> 00:14:18,550 and now you have you know you have a 330 00:14:23,790 --> 00:14:20,470 spirity small you have a spirity small 331 00:14:26,340 --> 00:14:23,800 clue Sado for chloric alike different 332 00:14:28,260 --> 00:14:26,350 you know and that is those are just 333 00:14:30,920 --> 00:14:28,270 different branches of spiritism you know 334 00:14:33,750 --> 00:14:30,930 Kardashian spiritism that got you know 335 00:14:35,160 --> 00:14:33,760 absorbed into different ways of life and 336 00:14:38,250 --> 00:14:35,170 different cultures that came from other 337 00:14:40,920 --> 00:14:38,260 places and they just made it their own 338 00:14:42,390 --> 00:14:40,930 you know within the community you know 339 00:14:44,280 --> 00:14:42,400 those different communities that took 340 00:14:48,570 --> 00:14:44,290 the Kardashian spiritism and made it 341 00:14:51,300 --> 00:14:48,580 their own and transformed it and in many 342 00:14:55,260 --> 00:14:51,310 ways and it's I think it's beautiful 343 00:14:57,840 --> 00:14:55,270 yeah yeah what traditions may be seemed 344 00:15:00,090 --> 00:14:57,850 the most popular and how widespread is 345 00:15:01,080 --> 00:15:00,100 magic and spiritualism down there 346 00:15:02,550 --> 00:15:01,090 because of course if you've lived in 347 00:15:06,360 --> 00:15:02,560 Florida I know you also lived in Seattle 348 00:15:09,210 --> 00:15:06,370 almost non-existent yeah how far does it 349 00:15:11,940 --> 00:15:09,220 penetrate down there it's pretty deep I 350 00:15:13,950 --> 00:15:11,950 mean I know obviously it depends on the 351 00:15:16,230 --> 00:15:13,960 house I was on that on the temple and 352 00:15:19,950 --> 00:15:16,240 the different spirit its house but it is 353 00:15:22,590 --> 00:15:19,960 popular to approach spiritism and it is 354 00:15:26,190 --> 00:15:22,600 said that that is the foundation you 355 00:15:28,410 --> 00:15:26,200 know whichever other branch you want to 356 00:15:32,010 --> 00:15:28,420 follow whichever other tradition you 357 00:15:33,960 --> 00:15:32,020 want to follow a spiritism provides the 358 00:15:37,890 --> 00:15:33,970 foundation with how to work with 359 00:15:40,020 --> 00:15:37,900 ancestors and how to work Glasgow SAS 360 00:15:42,060 --> 00:15:40,030 and things like that that that provide a 361 00:15:44,640 --> 00:15:42,070 foundation so if you when you move into 362 00:15:49,140 --> 00:15:44,650 another tradition you have that that 363 00:15:51,840 --> 00:15:49,150 solid base that gives you the tools for 364 00:15:54,180 --> 00:15:51,850 spirit work basically for working with 365 00:15:55,860 --> 00:15:54,190 spirits and interacting with spirits and 366 00:15:57,390 --> 00:15:55,870 recognizing different types of spirits 367 00:15:59,760 --> 00:15:57,400 and things like that obviously each 368 00:16:01,560 --> 00:15:59,770 tradition has their own spirits and ways 369 00:16:03,750 --> 00:16:01,570 of recognizing I don't want to you know 370 00:16:05,610 --> 00:16:03,760 I'm not part I don't know you know each 371 00:16:08,790 --> 00:16:05,620 temple is different but I do know that 372 00:16:10,860 --> 00:16:08,800 it is popular to approach spiritism from 373 00:16:13,350 --> 00:16:10,870 that perspective that it is the 374 00:16:15,120 --> 00:16:13,360 foundation so you begin there and you 375 00:16:17,760 --> 00:16:15,130 refine your you know you you hone your 376 00:16:19,710 --> 00:16:17,770 skills as a spirit worker through 377 00:16:22,320 --> 00:16:19,720 spiritism and then you start you know 378 00:16:24,480 --> 00:16:22,330 evolving moving meeting other temples 379 00:16:27,270 --> 00:16:24,490 other people and from there you branch 380 00:16:31,260 --> 00:16:27,280 out and your path is made 381 00:16:33,480 --> 00:16:31,270 I guess it's the way to see it right on 382 00:16:35,310 --> 00:16:33,490 so you mentioned that you're part of a 383 00:16:37,500 --> 00:16:35,320 Spiritist house can you tell us anything 384 00:16:41,490 --> 00:16:37,510 more about yours and why you might have 385 00:16:45,630 --> 00:16:41,500 chose it over others well I don't know 386 00:16:52,130 --> 00:16:45,640 that in my case I didn't really choose 387 00:16:56,730 --> 00:16:52,140 it I just found myself going there there 388 00:17:01,980 --> 00:16:56,740 it was because I was I met this person 389 00:17:04,230 --> 00:17:01,990 through a job and I knew her and our you 390 00:17:07,530 --> 00:17:04,240 know our friendship and relationship 391 00:17:12,600 --> 00:17:07,540 grew through that job and then I met my 392 00:17:17,460 --> 00:17:12,610 partner and from there he also had a 393 00:17:20,850 --> 00:17:17,470 friendship with her and we began forming 394 00:17:23,160 --> 00:17:20,860 part of her group and going to you know 395 00:17:25,650 --> 00:17:23,170 the Ciccio nests and Mises and all that 396 00:17:28,020 --> 00:17:25,660 and it just slowly evolved because we 397 00:17:29,970 --> 00:17:28,030 weren't part of it immediately we just 398 00:17:31,830 --> 00:17:29,980 went you know to the special days you 399 00:17:34,710 --> 00:17:31,840 know special celebrations for the Saints 400 00:17:37,590 --> 00:17:34,720 and things like that participated and 401 00:17:41,250 --> 00:17:37,600 but then slowly we began integrating 402 00:17:44,960 --> 00:17:41,260 ourselves more and now I'm part of it so 403 00:17:47,880 --> 00:17:44,970 is it the spiritual hierarchies that 404 00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:47,890 define a spiritualist house versus 405 00:17:54,090 --> 00:17:50,170 another one or is it more of the contact 406 00:17:57,870 --> 00:17:54,100 techniques or a little about mmm I don't 407 00:17:58,320 --> 00:17:57,880 know that there are hierarchies no I 408 00:18:04,740 --> 00:17:58,330 don't 409 00:18:06,330 --> 00:18:04,750 that's not no so you mean like different 410 00:18:08,820 --> 00:18:06,340 types of temples what would be the 411 00:18:12,240 --> 00:18:08,830 difference I think it's the approach so 412 00:18:16,490 --> 00:18:12,250 some temples are the approach so some 413 00:18:19,890 --> 00:18:16,500 temples are heavy in the you know kardec 414 00:18:22,590 --> 00:18:19,900 cardigan spiritism and they have a 415 00:18:26,370 --> 00:18:22,600 specific structure and how they address 416 00:18:28,920 --> 00:18:26,380 it in their more temple they're more of 417 00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:28,930 a temple where you go to a temple you 418 00:18:35,340 --> 00:18:31,810 know a building and other places are in 419 00:18:38,010 --> 00:18:35,350 a home in a home beside a home you know 420 00:18:40,419 --> 00:18:38,020 a structure silo beside the home and so 421 00:18:43,810 --> 00:18:40,429 they each vary in 422 00:18:46,600 --> 00:18:43,820 approach and it's not by hierarchies I 423 00:18:49,269 --> 00:18:46,610 think it's more approach and I haven't I 424 00:18:52,690 --> 00:18:49,279 haven't visited that many temples either 425 00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:52,700 but it's what I've noticed is from is 426 00:18:57,730 --> 00:18:55,730 the approach basically I mean they have 427 00:19:00,220 --> 00:18:57,740 the same structures you know you open 428 00:19:02,259 --> 00:19:00,230 with the prayers and all as soon as if 429 00:19:06,060 --> 00:19:02,269 kajita which is a small book with 430 00:19:12,009 --> 00:19:06,070 prayers you know you open the same way 431 00:19:17,379 --> 00:19:12,019 but some have more steps and others have 432 00:19:20,649 --> 00:19:17,389 less steps some have it's just I think 433 00:19:21,369 --> 00:19:20,659 it's more structural than anything right 434 00:19:24,700 --> 00:19:21,379 on right on 435 00:19:26,560 --> 00:19:24,710 maybe hierarchy is the wrong word to use 436 00:19:28,659 --> 00:19:26,570 and pantheon would be a better one but I 437 00:19:31,690 --> 00:19:28,669 guess I'm asking about the different 438 00:19:33,970 --> 00:19:31,700 groups of spirits or types of entities 439 00:19:37,389 --> 00:19:33,980 that a spiritualist house might have a 440 00:19:39,460 --> 00:19:37,399 connection to or emphasize contacting on 441 00:19:41,769 --> 00:19:39,470 the other side because my thought is 442 00:19:44,710 --> 00:19:41,779 that a group is usually working from 443 00:19:47,259 --> 00:19:44,720 specific grimoires maybe they might 444 00:19:49,570 --> 00:19:47,269 focus on communication with the dead or 445 00:19:52,980 --> 00:19:49,580 another discipline might work with arc 446 00:19:55,749 --> 00:19:52,990 angels or planetary energies or bigger 447 00:19:57,340 --> 00:19:55,759 archetypal forces I'm sure some 448 00:20:00,310 --> 00:19:57,350 traditions brought their gods and 449 00:20:02,680 --> 00:20:00,320 spirits from where they were before to 450 00:20:05,049 --> 00:20:02,690 reference Brujo Lewis again he talked 451 00:20:07,690 --> 00:20:05,059 about a kind of spirit I'd never heard 452 00:20:09,369 --> 00:20:07,700 about called Mademoiselle 453 00:20:12,509 --> 00:20:09,379 dead humans but he said that they're 454 00:20:15,850 --> 00:20:12,519 very potent powerful spirits that were 455 00:20:17,859 --> 00:20:15,860 apparently the mothers of children that 456 00:20:19,749 --> 00:20:17,869 were being shipped off into slavery 457 00:20:22,210 --> 00:20:19,759 sometimes they drowned their own 458 00:20:25,509 --> 00:20:22,220 children to save them from the horrors 459 00:20:27,789 --> 00:20:25,519 ahead it's pretty sad and heavy stuff 460 00:20:31,480 --> 00:20:27,799 but the more I learn about ancestors 461 00:20:34,389 --> 00:20:31,490 spiritual traditions and spirits of a 462 00:20:36,940 --> 00:20:34,399 people or of the land it seems like a 463 00:20:40,600 --> 00:20:36,950 microcosm like Puerto Rico would be 464 00:20:43,149 --> 00:20:40,610 pretty wild so these groups I'm used to 465 00:20:45,669 --> 00:20:43,159 hearing about like the Golden Dawn Enoch 466 00:20:47,919 --> 00:20:45,679 E and magic they all focus on working 467 00:20:49,450 --> 00:20:47,929 with their own spiritual forces I guess 468 00:20:52,359 --> 00:20:49,460 I would ask is there a difference 469 00:20:53,570 --> 00:20:52,369 between the spirits of different 470 00:20:56,359 --> 00:20:53,580 branches of Voodoo 471 00:20:59,600 --> 00:20:56,369 or Santeria and the spirits that your 472 00:21:01,899 --> 00:20:59,610 own house tends to work with so there 473 00:21:07,310 --> 00:21:01,909 are several things 474 00:21:12,519 --> 00:21:07,320 Mademoiselle with the court and each 475 00:21:15,470 --> 00:21:12,529 person has a court is born and has a 476 00:21:18,320 --> 00:21:15,480 number of spirits typically seven 477 00:21:20,989 --> 00:21:18,330 sometimes nine and they are the spirits 478 00:21:24,489 --> 00:21:20,999 that surround you kind of like spirit 479 00:21:27,259 --> 00:21:24,499 alleys allies and so these are the court 480 00:21:31,249 --> 00:21:27,269 ancestors everyone works with ancestors 481 00:21:34,070 --> 00:21:31,259 that's that is the the core of spiritism 482 00:21:36,169 --> 00:21:34,080 you know with Missa blanca you know 483 00:21:40,099 --> 00:21:36,179 although a white altar which is you know 484 00:21:42,889 --> 00:21:40,109 the fount of water always and took a 485 00:21:48,200 --> 00:21:42,899 Clea cross I'm gonna cross the prayer 486 00:21:50,060 --> 00:21:48,210 book is sometimes Goblet of water or you 487 00:21:52,369 --> 00:21:50,070 know it depends some people put 488 00:21:56,749 --> 00:21:52,379 offerings on that altar others don't but 489 00:22:00,200 --> 00:21:56,759 that is an altar where you interact with 490 00:22:02,539 --> 00:22:00,210 ancestors and you honor that but the 491 00:22:05,229 --> 00:22:02,549 cords it's not so much a hierarchy 492 00:22:09,289 --> 00:22:05,239 although there are there is a principle 493 00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:09,299 spirit that you have that is the main 494 00:22:14,539 --> 00:22:12,090 one that the top one I guess is the best 495 00:22:17,060 --> 00:22:14,549 way to say it the main one that the holy 496 00:22:19,759 --> 00:22:17,070 guardian angel or that the guardian 497 00:22:21,169 --> 00:22:19,769 angel but let me not see the holy 498 00:22:23,330 --> 00:22:21,179 guardian angel I don't want to get into 499 00:22:25,070 --> 00:22:23,340 that but the guardian angel which is the 500 00:22:28,460 --> 00:22:25,080 principle spirit and then you have the 501 00:22:31,909 --> 00:22:28,470 court which is all the spirits that are 502 00:22:33,560 --> 00:22:31,919 your allies you know they bring 503 00:22:35,950 --> 00:22:33,570 different things into the mix and they 504 00:22:40,580 --> 00:22:35,960 contribute to different things into your 505 00:22:43,580 --> 00:22:40,590 Quadro who you are what your vision is 506 00:22:45,710 --> 00:22:43,590 in life what you do in life and how you 507 00:22:50,060 --> 00:22:45,720 move forward and elevation there are 508 00:22:53,359 --> 00:22:50,070 many many layers to this when you 509 00:22:57,019 --> 00:22:53,369 typically go to Misa there you were 510 00:22:59,299 --> 00:22:57,029 class cow sauce which is I guess the the 511 00:23:02,210 --> 00:22:59,309 direct translation is causes but it's 512 00:23:05,299 --> 00:23:02,220 not a cause it's more you address issue 513 00:23:06,890 --> 00:23:05,309 sometimes it's students with different 514 00:23:10,160 --> 00:23:06,900 types of spirits I you 515 00:23:13,700 --> 00:23:10,170 consider this however problematic lower 516 00:23:16,040 --> 00:23:13,710 level spirits and you elevate them it 517 00:23:19,040 --> 00:23:16,050 goes by each individual that's what you 518 00:23:20,980 --> 00:23:19,050 work in in these mises and sometimes you 519 00:23:24,650 --> 00:23:20,990 know you also address things in the 520 00:23:26,960 --> 00:23:24,660 issues with the spirit and the courts in 521 00:23:28,820 --> 00:23:26,970 the courts of each individual so things 522 00:23:32,330 --> 00:23:28,830 like that it's more like you know they 523 00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:32,340 going to I don't know a doctor you know 524 00:23:37,010 --> 00:23:35,250 you address spiritual issues seen her 525 00:23:39,260 --> 00:23:37,020 spiritual things that need addressing 526 00:23:41,450 --> 00:23:39,270 you know sometimes you know someone 527 00:23:43,490 --> 00:23:41,460 through you the evil eye and you have 528 00:23:45,830 --> 00:23:43,500 things going on bad luck in your life 529 00:23:49,070 --> 00:23:45,840 and so it it's addressed in these 530 00:23:50,900 --> 00:23:49,080 sessions but hierarchy yeah there is a 531 00:23:53,480 --> 00:23:50,910 type of hierarchy and spirit to work 532 00:23:55,240 --> 00:23:53,490 with there's on say you know that's 533 00:23:58,970 --> 00:23:55,250 outside my bounds I don't know you know 534 00:24:01,640 --> 00:23:58,980 but there are different types of spirits 535 00:24:03,740 --> 00:24:01,650 there's been Theon Devi Sione's which 536 00:24:07,190 --> 00:24:03,750 has the mysteries the twenty-one 537 00:24:09,800 --> 00:24:07,200 mysteries and there are different types 538 00:24:12,380 --> 00:24:09,810 of spirits in general as far as 539 00:24:14,270 --> 00:24:12,390 spiritism goes there's the Quadro 540 00:24:15,890 --> 00:24:14,280 there's the ancestor altar and they're 541 00:24:17,450 --> 00:24:15,900 you know they're separate typically you 542 00:24:19,220 --> 00:24:17,460 know the Mesa Blanca where you work with 543 00:24:22,130 --> 00:24:19,230 ancestors and then the Quadra which is 544 00:24:24,080 --> 00:24:22,140 your Saints your allies and you some 545 00:24:26,930 --> 00:24:24,090 people don't have altars to them others 546 00:24:30,620 --> 00:24:26,940 typically do and you know they take on 547 00:24:34,370 --> 00:24:30,630 the face of saints different type of 548 00:24:35,740 --> 00:24:34,380 spirits indigenous spirits and yeah 549 00:24:38,930 --> 00:24:35,750 madam oz 550 00:24:40,820 --> 00:24:38,940 right on so I mean the courts idea is 551 00:24:42,950 --> 00:24:40,830 pretty interesting I've obviously heard 552 00:24:46,160 --> 00:24:42,960 of spirit allies but how does one 553 00:24:47,720 --> 00:24:46,170 determine their court or what court 554 00:24:53,240 --> 00:24:47,730 they're connected to do you go to an 555 00:24:55,700 --> 00:24:53,250 expert who tells you typically yes so it 556 00:24:58,970 --> 00:24:55,710 requires a specific type of Mesa to 557 00:25:01,460 --> 00:24:58,980 investigate your court but if you belong 558 00:25:04,070 --> 00:25:01,470 to a spiritual house then slowly by 559 00:25:06,020 --> 00:25:04,080 little slowly little by little you start 560 00:25:09,050 --> 00:25:06,030 knowing you know the more you interact 561 00:25:13,670 --> 00:25:09,060 the more you get you know you you learn 562 00:25:17,780 --> 00:25:13,680 about spirits and interact with your own 563 00:25:20,750 --> 00:25:17,790 spirits and learn and grow then you kind 564 00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:20,760 of start knowing who they are 565 00:25:25,010 --> 00:25:23,010 then it's always good to get you know if 566 00:25:27,590 --> 00:25:25,020 one is interested so if you belong to a 567 00:25:30,350 --> 00:25:27,600 scourge Spiritist house then you would 568 00:25:33,070 --> 00:25:30,360 get by your godmother or Godfather you 569 00:25:36,770 --> 00:25:33,080 would get the investigation which they 570 00:25:39,500 --> 00:25:36,780 look into who your court is specifically 571 00:25:42,140 --> 00:25:39,510 mm-hm and a Mesa is basically like a 572 00:25:43,700 --> 00:25:42,150 magical session I guess I would I would 573 00:25:45,770 --> 00:25:43,710 say yeah 574 00:25:47,960 --> 00:25:45,780 Ruhal Louise kind of breaks it down as 575 00:25:50,150 --> 00:25:47,970 three different stages you open with a 576 00:25:53,300 --> 00:25:50,160 prayer then you do some like kind of 577 00:25:54,950 --> 00:25:53,310 cleaning you use some waters to purify 578 00:25:56,950 --> 00:25:54,960 to clean and then that's when the real 579 00:26:00,230 --> 00:25:56,960 work begins but he describes some pretty 580 00:26:03,710 --> 00:26:00,240 intense stuff I mean really intense 581 00:26:05,360 --> 00:26:03,720 channeling mounting of the medium I mean 582 00:26:07,520 --> 00:26:05,370 it seems pretty wild and I think a lot 583 00:26:10,130 --> 00:26:07,530 of times American culture just kind of 584 00:26:13,850 --> 00:26:10,140 it hurts the potency of magic because it 585 00:26:15,740 --> 00:26:13,860 is so loud and bright and from what the 586 00:26:17,420 --> 00:26:15,750 interviews I've had it seems like 587 00:26:19,510 --> 00:26:17,430 spirits are pretty sensitive to certain 588 00:26:23,600 --> 00:26:19,520 things and you really do need quiet 589 00:26:25,040 --> 00:26:23,610 stillness isolation to a degree I mean 590 00:26:27,980 --> 00:26:25,050 they're trying to penetrate a realm that 591 00:26:30,320 --> 00:26:27,990 necessarily isn't really theirs or we're 592 00:26:32,150 --> 00:26:30,330 trying to penetrate there so it's hard 593 00:26:34,520 --> 00:26:32,160 to really get a strong connection and 594 00:26:37,460 --> 00:26:34,530 with a lot of distractions around but 595 00:26:39,190 --> 00:26:37,470 the stuff he describes is pretty Wow I 596 00:26:45,080 --> 00:26:39,200 mean have you seen any particularly 597 00:26:47,810 --> 00:26:45,090 potent spirit contacts yes indeed yes 598 00:26:51,440 --> 00:26:47,820 and you'd be surprised I mean yes it's 599 00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:51,450 very some spirits with everything you 600 00:26:56,150 --> 00:26:53,850 know no there-there are different 601 00:26:57,830 --> 00:26:56,160 different spirits different people 602 00:26:59,510 --> 00:26:57,840 different animals different there's 603 00:27:01,430 --> 00:26:59,520 differences everywhere you know there's 604 00:27:05,330 --> 00:27:01,440 different types of things in this world 605 00:27:07,070 --> 00:27:05,340 I like to say um in Spanish I did 606 00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:07,080 although a loving the other Senor which 607 00:27:12,410 --> 00:27:10,290 is a Bible verse I believe or a saying 608 00:27:16,280 --> 00:27:12,420 which basically means there there's 609 00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:16,290 everything in the in the in everything 610 00:27:22,610 --> 00:27:19,010 there's every type of everything 611 00:27:25,400 --> 00:27:22,620 everything is I guess you can see so 612 00:27:27,470 --> 00:27:25,410 you'd be surprised because these some of 613 00:27:30,410 --> 00:27:27,480 these especially the when there's a 614 00:27:33,410 --> 00:27:30,420 special missus held or special 615 00:27:34,520 --> 00:27:33,420 festivities held it gets pretty loud and 616 00:27:36,410 --> 00:27:34,530 there's no 617 00:27:38,990 --> 00:27:36,420 you know and in you know with the music 618 00:27:41,300 --> 00:27:39,000 there's music and there's still you know 619 00:27:43,700 --> 00:27:41,310 people that that mount spirit so it's 620 00:27:46,220 --> 00:27:43,710 not you know it just there's different 621 00:27:49,880 --> 00:27:46,230 types of spirits but there is when you 622 00:27:52,340 --> 00:27:49,890 go to a Mesa tends to be a small group 623 00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:52,350 although you know in the templos they 624 00:27:59,150 --> 00:27:56,010 are larger there is an order and so the 625 00:28:04,490 --> 00:27:59,160 head medium was the one that oversees 626 00:28:06,410 --> 00:28:04,500 the whole the whole la mesa but there is 627 00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:06,420 quiet that's why you begin with prayers 628 00:28:14,030 --> 00:28:09,810 and one should you know the ideally one 629 00:28:15,530 --> 00:28:14,040 should be in a state of meditation I 630 00:28:17,090 --> 00:28:15,540 mean you don't go full meditation you 631 00:28:19,520 --> 00:28:17,100 have to be aware of what's going on but 632 00:28:21,320 --> 00:28:19,530 you know what of attention is the best 633 00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:21,330 word one should be in a state of 634 00:28:26,750 --> 00:28:24,210 attention to be aware etcetera and quiet 635 00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:26,760 but that's not always the case you know 636 00:28:34,670 --> 00:28:32,010 sometimes you know it gets loud and you 637 00:28:37,220 --> 00:28:34,680 know spirits do still show up and 638 00:28:38,660 --> 00:28:37,230 especially if spirits show up you know 639 00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:38,670 the getting loud possibility is 640 00:28:46,100 --> 00:28:42,810 definitely a thing yeah so it's not you 641 00:28:47,810 --> 00:28:46,110 know it's not it's not set in stone it's 642 00:28:51,080 --> 00:28:47,820 not one thing or the other you know 643 00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:51,090 right right and I know it's also usually 644 00:28:57,230 --> 00:28:54,210 a pretty personal or private type 645 00:28:59,240 --> 00:28:57,240 situation but in terms of mounting 646 00:29:02,770 --> 00:28:59,250 spirits or just spirit contact I'm 647 00:29:06,140 --> 00:29:02,780 always really interested in trying to 648 00:29:09,320 --> 00:29:06,150 solidify like what their personalities 649 00:29:10,820 --> 00:29:09,330 are like or what kind of messages come 650 00:29:12,350 --> 00:29:10,830 from these entities because I haven't 651 00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:12,360 had a lot of personal experience I 652 00:29:16,370 --> 00:29:14,130 really just get stories from people who 653 00:29:19,370 --> 00:29:16,380 are more embedded in that environment 654 00:29:21,800 --> 00:29:19,380 and I guess is are there any kind of 655 00:29:24,560 --> 00:29:21,810 messages that you've seen or maybe 656 00:29:26,810 --> 00:29:24,570 intense mountains where you've felt like 657 00:29:28,130 --> 00:29:26,820 you were in you're talking to a spirit 658 00:29:30,050 --> 00:29:28,140 directly because of course the 659 00:29:32,570 --> 00:29:30,060 personality of the person gets kind of 660 00:29:34,870 --> 00:29:32,580 out of the way these things are vague to 661 00:29:37,010 --> 00:29:34,880 a lot of people who haven't point-blank 662 00:29:38,840 --> 00:29:37,020 experienced spirit communication have 663 00:29:41,660 --> 00:29:38,850 you ever gotten any any messages or 664 00:29:45,169 --> 00:29:41,670 seeing messages come out in a group that 665 00:29:47,340 --> 00:29:45,179 we're interesting yeah no of course I 666 00:29:49,440 --> 00:29:47,350 mean that's that's the whole that's 667 00:29:50,940 --> 00:29:49,450 one of the major points of having a 668 00:29:53,610 --> 00:29:50,950 spirit mount or having that type of 669 00:29:55,320 --> 00:29:53,620 interaction is for the message you know 670 00:29:58,650 --> 00:29:55,330 the spirit mounts is to bring a message 671 00:30:00,930 --> 00:29:58,660 sometimes mediums pass like outside you 672 00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:00,940 know the lower-level spirit they pass 673 00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:03,250 them through their body you know and 674 00:30:08,430 --> 00:30:06,010 they give them resolution and so yeah 675 00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:08,440 this there's always a message there's 676 00:30:14,580 --> 00:30:10,690 always a message there's always you know 677 00:30:17,010 --> 00:30:14,590 a conversation I guess you know so what 678 00:30:19,170 --> 00:30:17,020 kind of feel do you get from the 679 00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:19,180 messages that the spirits think are so 680 00:30:25,290 --> 00:30:22,810 important are they sometimes dark and 681 00:30:27,210 --> 00:30:25,300 menacing and grandiose are they 682 00:30:30,210 --> 00:30:27,220 personally directed to people in the 683 00:30:32,400 --> 00:30:30,220 room are they more like what you hear 684 00:30:34,530 --> 00:30:32,410 from et contactees that we need to 685 00:30:37,080 --> 00:30:34,540 change our ways and be stewards of the 686 00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:37,090 land I know they're all different but 687 00:30:41,760 --> 00:30:39,370 are there certain themes in these 688 00:30:44,610 --> 00:30:41,770 messages that maybe come out more than 689 00:30:47,850 --> 00:30:44,620 others no it's it's typically practical 690 00:30:52,170 --> 00:30:47,860 if it's a lower level spirit mikasa that 691 00:30:57,420 --> 00:30:52,180 is being lifted from a person and the 692 00:31:02,250 --> 00:30:57,430 medium is mounted or this person etc it 693 00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:02,260 gets dark you know it gets dark in a 694 00:31:09,800 --> 00:31:05,890 sense that what they're saying is is you 695 00:31:14,250 --> 00:31:09,810 know sometimes violent so definitely 696 00:31:17,940 --> 00:31:14,260 just violent yeah unwelcome but when it 697 00:31:21,420 --> 00:31:17,950 is a spirit an ancestor from the Quadro 698 00:31:25,260 --> 00:31:21,430 or higher you know a higher level spirit 699 00:31:27,600 --> 00:31:25,270 they come with a message for sometimes 700 00:31:30,330 --> 00:31:27,610 the group typically the group or let me 701 00:31:33,750 --> 00:31:30,340 say sometimes a group or an individual 702 00:31:37,680 --> 00:31:33,760 or two individuals and it's typically 703 00:31:41,790 --> 00:31:37,690 practical you know it's it's practical 704 00:31:44,340 --> 00:31:41,800 like pointing at things that need to be 705 00:31:47,670 --> 00:31:44,350 looked at and addressed in a person's 706 00:31:49,530 --> 00:31:47,680 life or spiritual life that needs work 707 00:31:51,690 --> 00:31:49,540 and that need attention so it's it's 708 00:31:54,150 --> 00:31:51,700 definitely typically practical and there 709 00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:54,160 is evidence yeah maybe the NCI is where 710 00:31:59,480 --> 00:31:56,530 it is confirmed through another or 711 00:32:02,389 --> 00:31:59,490 through you know so there is 712 00:32:05,180 --> 00:32:02,399 yeah there is confirmation there's in 713 00:32:09,230 --> 00:32:05,190 that sense with Vince for interaction 714 00:32:11,180 --> 00:32:09,240 mm-hmm right on so to get into Tarot a 715 00:32:12,889 --> 00:32:11,190 bit obviously we've talked about on the 716 00:32:15,200 --> 00:32:12,899 show before a lot of listeners are 717 00:32:17,570 --> 00:32:15,210 familiar with the basics but why does 718 00:32:19,460 --> 00:32:17,580 Tarot resonate so strongly with you and 719 00:32:22,100 --> 00:32:19,470 how do you understand the mechanisms 720 00:32:27,380 --> 00:32:22,110 behind why it does seem to yield some 721 00:32:32,180 --> 00:32:27,390 truly meaningful insights okay so this 722 00:32:34,580 --> 00:32:32,190 is a little aside from spirituality but 723 00:32:37,430 --> 00:32:34,590 I do bring it in and involve it in 724 00:32:40,460 --> 00:32:37,440 spirituality so Tarot for me is a 725 00:32:45,350 --> 00:32:40,470 language clean and simple it is a 726 00:32:48,490 --> 00:32:45,360 language visual language that so when 727 00:32:52,990 --> 00:32:48,500 you look at the cards you ask a question 728 00:32:56,870 --> 00:32:53,000 typically it is a practical question and 729 00:32:59,659 --> 00:32:56,880 these images are arise and I think the 730 00:33:02,240 --> 00:32:59,669 beauty of Tarot is when the person 731 00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:02,250 reading the cards is able to see the 732 00:33:11,810 --> 00:33:06,690 answer you know in a way that not you 733 00:33:15,350 --> 00:33:11,820 know in a very precise way you know in a 734 00:33:18,169 --> 00:33:15,360 way that helps you recontextualize your 735 00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:18,179 question and obviously you always answer 736 00:33:22,070 --> 00:33:20,010 your question because the tarot reading 737 00:33:24,080 --> 00:33:22,080 for me always starts with a question but 738 00:33:26,750 --> 00:33:24,090 the beauty of Tarot is that since it is 739 00:33:29,180 --> 00:33:26,760 a language another type of language of 740 00:33:30,889 --> 00:33:29,190 visual language a language of forms then 741 00:33:34,549 --> 00:33:30,899 it is a way to step outside of your 742 00:33:38,210 --> 00:33:34,559 normal language words and you see the 743 00:33:41,690 --> 00:33:38,220 visual and you see things often you know 744 00:33:45,560 --> 00:33:41,700 it you answer the reader answers the 745 00:33:49,310 --> 00:33:45,570 question in seeing things that they 746 00:33:53,720 --> 00:33:49,320 might have not seen or noticed or been 747 00:33:57,769 --> 00:33:53,730 aware of that's I guess the initial what 748 00:34:01,430 --> 00:33:57,779 I feel Tarot is at base level it is a 749 00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:01,440 visual language of forms and the form 750 00:34:06,710 --> 00:34:03,570 can take on many things that's why I 751 00:34:11,389 --> 00:34:06,720 really like the Marseilles or even 752 00:34:12,870 --> 00:34:11,399 playing cards because it is it's so 753 00:34:16,710 --> 00:34:12,880 malleable 754 00:34:19,770 --> 00:34:16,720 you know you can take these these sticks 755 00:34:21,390 --> 00:34:19,780 for example batons or these swords and 756 00:34:24,750 --> 00:34:21,400 they can in the one you see them 757 00:34:26,400 --> 00:34:24,760 progress I also don't I don't read one 758 00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:26,410 single card you see them progress 759 00:34:29,880 --> 00:34:28,330 because for me since it is a language 760 00:34:33,510 --> 00:34:29,890 you have to see how it moves from card 761 00:34:36,960 --> 00:34:33,520 to card you know and and so when you see 762 00:34:39,180 --> 00:34:36,970 it transform into another image and 763 00:34:41,520 --> 00:34:39,190 another image I don't know there's a 764 00:34:43,740 --> 00:34:41,530 political or lyrical beauty to that and 765 00:34:49,020 --> 00:34:43,750 when you use it to answer questions I 766 00:34:52,140 --> 00:34:49,030 mean it the insight is is cuts you know 767 00:34:54,330 --> 00:34:52,150 really deep mm-hmm and I think that's 768 00:34:56,490 --> 00:34:54,340 good about you know reading more than 769 00:34:59,010 --> 00:34:56,500 one card I mean if it is a language it's 770 00:35:01,830 --> 00:34:59,020 better to communicate in sentences than 771 00:35:04,320 --> 00:35:01,840 single words yeah Anna because you have 772 00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:04,330 a pretty robust education in literature 773 00:35:08,490 --> 00:35:06,130 and an interest in the east of tarik I'm 774 00:35:11,010 --> 00:35:08,500 curious to hear your thoughts on like 775 00:35:13,590 --> 00:35:11,020 archetypes and narrative and how deeply 776 00:35:14,850 --> 00:35:13,600 they might be entangled with our lives 777 00:35:17,430 --> 00:35:14,860 and reality because I've heard people 778 00:35:19,910 --> 00:35:17,440 say that the universe runs on narrative 779 00:35:24,180 --> 00:35:19,920 and archetype do you feel the same way 780 00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:24,190 yes I do I do and I and it's because for 781 00:35:30,240 --> 00:35:27,330 me the universe the way I see it is 782 00:35:32,790 --> 00:35:30,250 lyrical the universe is is in constant 783 00:35:34,980 --> 00:35:32,800 conversation and I want to say universe 784 00:35:39,750 --> 00:35:34,990 and you know some far-off abstract way 785 00:35:42,150 --> 00:35:39,760 but life you know all these beings and 786 00:35:44,370 --> 00:35:42,160 spirits and you know everything that 787 00:35:46,140 --> 00:35:44,380 we're interacting every day with our 788 00:35:48,300 --> 00:35:46,150 bodies are interacting with our bodies 789 00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:48,310 are living in this you know temporally 790 00:35:55,290 --> 00:35:52,410 here and and there's a constant 791 00:35:58,740 --> 00:35:55,300 conversation going on you know that is 792 00:36:00,570 --> 00:35:58,750 very lyrical and often the way I see 793 00:36:03,990 --> 00:36:00,580 archetypes and I haven't really studied 794 00:36:08,220 --> 00:36:04,000 a lot of you what I know of Ewing is 795 00:36:11,670 --> 00:36:08,230 what Gordon White has talked about but 796 00:36:14,220 --> 00:36:11,680 for me archetypes is that language that 797 00:36:17,610 --> 00:36:14,230 lyricism is just another word for this 798 00:36:22,500 --> 00:36:17,620 this upwelling this this discourse that 799 00:36:23,940 --> 00:36:22,510 we catch and the way that's why I and at 800 00:36:25,800 --> 00:36:23,950 one point in my blog I would I would 801 00:36:26,579 --> 00:36:25,810 always emphasize paying attention being 802 00:36:29,009 --> 00:36:26,589 aware 803 00:36:32,940 --> 00:36:29,019 but it it's because of this you know 804 00:36:35,690 --> 00:36:32,950 when you live more aware when you pay 805 00:36:38,759 --> 00:36:35,700 attention instead of you know and some 806 00:36:41,819 --> 00:36:38,769 abstract things and all these souls and 807 00:36:43,349 --> 00:36:41,829 you know and all these you know and in 808 00:36:46,049 --> 00:36:43,359 the case of Tarot you know all these 809 00:36:48,420 --> 00:36:46,059 meanings and significations that someone 810 00:36:50,309 --> 00:36:48,430 said and someone says and another said I 811 00:36:53,099 --> 00:36:50,319 don't know this would you just pay 812 00:36:56,339 --> 00:36:53,109 attention you see that it is all just 813 00:36:57,859 --> 00:36:56,349 there you know and that that you don't 814 00:37:01,140 --> 00:36:57,869 need to come up with these 815 00:37:03,569 --> 00:37:01,150 significations and all this added 816 00:37:06,870 --> 00:37:03,579 baggage it's just there just read just 817 00:37:08,069 --> 00:37:06,880 read the language read the images read 818 00:37:10,620 --> 00:37:08,079 the forms that are in constant 819 00:37:14,190 --> 00:37:10,630 conversation and in constant interaction 820 00:37:17,579 --> 00:37:14,200 and tension and that's that's that's for 821 00:37:19,950 --> 00:37:17,589 me what archetype it is the upwelling of 822 00:37:24,180 --> 00:37:19,960 that and that's why Tarot I think it is 823 00:37:27,509 --> 00:37:24,190 enduring it is a pack of cards that they 824 00:37:31,499 --> 00:37:27,519 converse through through image they're 825 00:37:36,479 --> 00:37:31,509 very nicely packed in 78 you know 78 826 00:37:40,099 --> 00:37:36,489 cards and it's just it's it's it's a 827 00:37:43,769 --> 00:37:40,109 useful tool a useful interface for that 828 00:37:46,049 --> 00:37:43,779 and so to get a little more into that 829 00:37:48,930 --> 00:37:46,059 post that I liked so much the politics 830 00:37:51,479 --> 00:37:48,940 of unnamed desires the post was largely 831 00:37:53,459 --> 00:37:51,489 about recent protests in Puerto Rico and 832 00:37:55,979 --> 00:37:53,469 you say around half a million people 833 00:37:57,779 --> 00:37:55,989 congealed to dethrone the governor for a 834 00:37:59,700 --> 00:37:57,789 level of blatant corruption and 835 00:38:01,789 --> 00:37:59,710 disregard for the people of the island 836 00:38:04,469 --> 00:38:01,799 and I'm sure we're all familiar with 837 00:38:07,279 --> 00:38:04,479 puppet leaders who just serve the larger 838 00:38:09,359 --> 00:38:07,289 Empire or people in power who are very 839 00:38:12,989 --> 00:38:09,369 disrespectful to the people they're 840 00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:12,999 supposed to be nurturing but what can 841 00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:15,130 you tell us about maybe those protests 842 00:38:19,459 --> 00:38:16,930 for a lot of Americans who probably 843 00:38:22,229 --> 00:38:19,469 weren't even aware half a million people 844 00:38:24,120 --> 00:38:22,239 congealed to dethrone a governor what 845 00:38:26,130 --> 00:38:24,130 were those protests about and has there 846 00:38:27,900 --> 00:38:26,140 been any real resolution now since it 847 00:38:30,569 --> 00:38:27,910 has been a bit of time since you wrote 848 00:38:32,370 --> 00:38:30,579 mm-hmm yeah yeah I did consider writing 849 00:38:36,959 --> 00:38:32,380 a follow-up post but I left it 850 00:38:39,370 --> 00:38:36,969 unfinished so what happened is that well 851 00:38:42,279 --> 00:38:39,380 there was already a lot of 852 00:38:45,460 --> 00:38:42,289 sure with her governor you know he was 853 00:38:48,390 --> 00:38:45,470 incompetent he is pointing people in his 854 00:38:51,069 --> 00:38:48,400 cabinet and in and that were just 855 00:38:53,700 --> 00:38:51,079 stealing from the community from the 856 00:38:56,529 --> 00:38:53,710 general people of the island and you 857 00:38:59,410 --> 00:38:56,539 know many schools have been closing for 858 00:39:03,099 --> 00:38:59,420 years you know public schools so there 859 00:39:06,130 --> 00:39:03,109 was just a lot of discontent a lot of 860 00:39:07,930 --> 00:39:06,140 people were unhappy but it's nothing new 861 00:39:10,749 --> 00:39:07,940 you know with every new governor people 862 00:39:13,269 --> 00:39:10,759 aren't happy you know it's but in this 863 00:39:16,930 --> 00:39:13,279 one it was that Chad 864 00:39:19,569 --> 00:39:16,940 it was the chat that was published by 865 00:39:22,569 --> 00:39:19,579 and well he had one of our newspapers 866 00:39:24,160 --> 00:39:22,579 and it was a very obscene chat that 867 00:39:26,440 --> 00:39:24,170 private chat obviously between the 868 00:39:30,130 --> 00:39:26,450 governor and some of his buddies in 869 00:39:33,490 --> 00:39:30,140 power it was very disrespectful to the 870 00:39:36,130 --> 00:39:33,500 communities LGBTQ communities 871 00:39:38,769 --> 00:39:36,140 communities of different mobilities you 872 00:39:42,249 --> 00:39:38,779 know the dead that were that went on 873 00:39:44,140 --> 00:39:42,259 buried and unfollowed up with after the 874 00:39:46,749 --> 00:39:44,150 hurricane and it was just very 875 00:39:49,829 --> 00:39:46,759 disgusting many people they obviously 876 00:39:54,779 --> 00:39:49,839 many people read it and they were 877 00:39:59,499 --> 00:39:54,789 scandalized by by the blatant disregard 878 00:40:00,850 --> 00:39:59,509 from those in power and I just think you 879 00:40:03,100 --> 00:40:00,860 know 880 00:40:05,620 --> 00:40:03,110 it's always been the case just they just 881 00:40:08,110 --> 00:40:05,630 now saw it in print they just now could 882 00:40:11,650 --> 00:40:08,120 not avoid recognizing it you know 883 00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:11,660 many groups mobilized through social 884 00:40:17,410 --> 00:40:14,930 media and locally and the protests 885 00:40:19,330 --> 00:40:17,420 happened so many protests many protests 886 00:40:22,330 --> 00:40:19,340 happen not just the one that I spoke of 887 00:40:26,170 --> 00:40:22,340 many many did there were protests in the 888 00:40:29,020 --> 00:40:26,180 in Old San Juan in Fortaleza which is 889 00:40:32,670 --> 00:40:29,030 where the governor lives and it was went 890 00:40:35,140 --> 00:40:32,680 on for quite a few days yeah mm-hmm and 891 00:40:39,570 --> 00:40:35,150 obviously the other component to that 892 00:40:42,970 --> 00:40:39,580 post is your insights from taro and I 893 00:40:45,790 --> 00:40:42,980 guess I'm curious how that maybe helped 894 00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:45,800 you get a deeper understanding of what 895 00:40:49,120 --> 00:40:47,330 was going on there of course I read the 896 00:40:52,390 --> 00:40:49,130 post but for people who are maybe trying 897 00:40:54,760 --> 00:40:52,400 to understand how the taro can get you a 898 00:40:56,530 --> 00:40:54,770 deeper understanding of something that's 899 00:40:58,270 --> 00:40:56,540 kind of abstract it isn't such a 900 00:41:00,070 --> 00:40:58,280 personal thing like where am I going to 901 00:41:03,370 --> 00:41:00,080 find love or what's my next job 902 00:41:06,460 --> 00:41:03,380 what kind of insights did the taro yield 903 00:41:08,620 --> 00:41:06,470 for you in terms of trying to maybe get 904 00:41:10,870 --> 00:41:08,630 a better grip on the depth of this 905 00:41:14,770 --> 00:41:10,880 discontent and the reason for the 906 00:41:17,740 --> 00:41:14,780 protests so I I read tarot for context 907 00:41:20,770 --> 00:41:17,750 when I read tarot and the questions I 908 00:41:22,930 --> 00:41:20,780 when I myself go to the cards or where 909 00:41:25,750 --> 00:41:22,940 someone else comes to me that's why I 910 00:41:30,150 --> 00:41:25,760 emphasized the question I look at 911 00:41:34,540 --> 00:41:30,160 context for me Tarot is is the perfect 912 00:41:38,380 --> 00:41:34,550 what is it the lens for for context so 913 00:41:40,390 --> 00:41:38,390 you want to see you know I don't I don't 914 00:41:44,500 --> 00:41:40,400 want to talk about I don't want to look 915 00:41:47,740 --> 00:41:44,510 at you know how my self and my identity 916 00:41:50,890 --> 00:41:47,750 and all these things are moving and it's 917 00:41:52,690 --> 00:41:50,900 always good yeah but it's not that's not 918 00:41:54,630 --> 00:41:52,700 important because identity is such a 919 00:41:57,340 --> 00:41:54,640 malleable thing and it's always you know 920 00:41:59,980 --> 00:41:57,350 transforming and interacting with the 921 00:42:03,880 --> 00:41:59,990 greater you know with what is 922 00:42:06,610 --> 00:42:03,890 experiential in the landscape etc so I I 923 00:42:09,990 --> 00:42:06,620 read tarot for context so I look at what 924 00:42:14,120 --> 00:42:10,000 the context of what's going on beyond 925 00:42:17,440 --> 00:42:14,130 what is seen superficially you know 926 00:42:20,749 --> 00:42:17,450 and so when I when I read the cards 927 00:42:23,839 --> 00:42:20,759 that's what I wanted to look at I wanted 928 00:42:25,400 --> 00:42:23,849 to look at what is really going on 929 00:42:27,559 --> 00:42:25,410 you know what is what is really 930 00:42:30,829 --> 00:42:27,569 happening and what is going to happen 931 00:42:35,200 --> 00:42:30,839 you know is it just is this just all for 932 00:42:40,729 --> 00:42:35,210 show or is this you know is there really 933 00:42:42,739 --> 00:42:40,739 potential for change here or not and so 934 00:42:45,380 --> 00:42:42,749 that's why that's why I read the card 935 00:42:48,109 --> 00:42:45,390 and it was useful I mean I don't want to 936 00:42:51,620 --> 00:42:48,119 disparage the protest I don't remember 937 00:42:53,749 --> 00:42:51,630 any people I don't want to disparage the 938 00:42:55,849 --> 00:42:53,759 protest because it helps it helped 939 00:42:59,690 --> 00:42:55,859 solidify a people you know and help 940 00:43:01,430 --> 00:42:59,700 people see you know the people that are 941 00:43:02,390 --> 00:43:01,440 that live in this island and also 942 00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:02,400 outside because there were a lot of 943 00:43:07,849 --> 00:43:03,930 people that traveled into the island to 944 00:43:09,589 --> 00:43:07,859 participate that you know that we can do 945 00:43:11,930 --> 00:43:09,599 something that we can get together that 946 00:43:14,809 --> 00:43:11,940 we can mobilize so it is important you 947 00:43:16,099 --> 00:43:14,819 know it is it is a good thing you know 948 00:43:18,370 --> 00:43:16,109 there are good things that came out of 949 00:43:20,900 --> 00:43:18,380 it I don't know there should be more 950 00:43:27,049 --> 00:43:20,910 mm-hmm for me there should be more and 951 00:43:28,729 --> 00:43:27,059 so what the cards indicated is that you 952 00:43:31,339 --> 00:43:28,739 know this is just another step in the 953 00:43:33,920 --> 00:43:31,349 process and and now and now let's things 954 00:43:38,359 --> 00:43:33,930 stand really there's someone else that 955 00:43:42,709 --> 00:43:38,369 came into a lady she was a secretary of 956 00:43:44,719 --> 00:43:42,719 justice she just took up the you know 957 00:43:51,790 --> 00:43:44,729 the the seat of power I guess you could 958 00:43:55,870 --> 00:43:51,800 say mmm but now you know now you have 959 00:43:58,090 --> 00:43:55,880 just another person there another person 960 00:43:59,590 --> 00:43:58,100 there and things continue and I there I 961 00:44:03,250 --> 00:43:59,600 know there's and I noticed that when I 962 00:44:05,920 --> 00:44:03,260 read the newspaper that there is an 963 00:44:07,300 --> 00:44:05,930 emphasis and look word you know this is 964 00:44:09,040 --> 00:44:07,310 what she's doing this is what her 965 00:44:11,170 --> 00:44:09,050 cabinet is doing look at all these 966 00:44:13,900 --> 00:44:11,180 changes but really what's coming to 967 00:44:17,400 --> 00:44:13,910 light is that there is a lot of steps 968 00:44:21,430 --> 00:44:17,410 procedures bureaucracy in place that 969 00:44:22,960 --> 00:44:21,440 incapacitates the people mm-hmm and so 970 00:44:25,300 --> 00:44:22,970 now we're you know we're in the process 971 00:44:27,340 --> 00:44:25,310 she's in the process so the government 972 00:44:29,740 --> 00:44:27,350 is in the process of getting more 973 00:44:32,560 --> 00:44:29,750 federal money having that federal money 974 00:44:36,280 --> 00:44:32,570 go to the places that need it but now 975 00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:36,290 the different municipalities and the 976 00:44:40,630 --> 00:44:38,930 mayors of the municipalities are saying 977 00:44:42,370 --> 00:44:40,640 that the money isn't reaching them so 978 00:44:46,270 --> 00:44:42,380 they're not able to fix the roads and 979 00:44:50,530 --> 00:44:46,280 the homes etc and so it's just a big web 980 00:44:54,190 --> 00:44:50,540 in place that makes it really hard to 981 00:44:58,060 --> 00:44:54,200 addressed address issues that we have as 982 00:44:59,970 --> 00:44:58,070 an island you know poverty in and and 983 00:45:01,240 --> 00:44:59,980 things that need to be fixed 984 00:45:03,130 --> 00:45:01,250 [Music] 985 00:45:05,170 --> 00:45:03,140 I'm sure you know the phrase that people 986 00:45:06,970 --> 00:45:05,180 use here well obviously the machine is 987 00:45:08,859 --> 00:45:06,980 bigger than any one person but the 988 00:45:10,900 --> 00:45:08,869 phrase you always hear is hey meet the 989 00:45:12,940 --> 00:45:10,910 new boss same as the old boss 990 00:45:15,490 --> 00:45:12,950 yeah basically that's how it feels like 991 00:45:19,359 --> 00:45:15,500 for me I mean you know politics here is 992 00:45:22,839 --> 00:45:19,369 such a Paulo make you know it's such a 993 00:45:25,569 --> 00:45:22,849 volatile thing that some people you know 994 00:45:30,220 --> 00:45:25,579 for them something is happening in my 995 00:45:32,170 --> 00:45:30,230 opinion no no it's just just continue it 996 00:45:34,270 --> 00:45:32,180 as normal and now that we're talking 997 00:45:36,760 --> 00:45:34,280 about parceling out different you know 998 00:45:39,130 --> 00:45:36,770 restructuring the land no planification 999 00:45:41,380 --> 00:45:39,140 committee that way make it more 1000 00:45:44,890 --> 00:45:41,390 accessible for outside companies to buy 1001 00:45:46,599 --> 00:45:44,900 land and make you know paradise here for 1002 00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:46,609 you know hotels and things like that so 1003 00:45:51,370 --> 00:45:47,930 you know that's the things that that 1004 00:45:54,760 --> 00:45:51,380 bother me you know if i'm really frank 1005 00:45:57,300 --> 00:45:54,770 and this is you know this is probably 1006 00:46:01,859 --> 00:45:57,310 not welcome sentiments or acknowledged 1007 00:46:05,380 --> 00:46:01,869 if i'm really frank i think all that is 1008 00:46:07,490 --> 00:46:05,390 useless you know i think i think all of 1009 00:46:12,230 --> 00:46:07,500 these 1010 00:46:14,720 --> 00:46:12,240 attempts at making a better place you 1011 00:46:17,570 --> 00:46:14,730 know in government wise and putting all 1012 00:46:20,030 --> 00:46:17,580 these steps into place is just putting 1013 00:46:22,730 --> 00:46:20,040 more procedures and more steps for 1014 00:46:25,070 --> 00:46:22,740 someone else to come in buy the land and 1015 00:46:27,500 --> 00:46:25,080 make you know a paradise for someone 1016 00:46:29,359 --> 00:46:27,510 else and it's it's just it's 1017 00:46:31,400 --> 00:46:29,369 insufficient that's why I think it's 1018 00:46:34,070 --> 00:46:31,410 more important for each in each 1019 00:46:37,940 --> 00:46:34,080 individual that's why I it has to be 1020 00:46:39,620 --> 00:46:37,950 each individual that D colonizes that 1021 00:46:42,589 --> 00:46:39,630 each individual goes through the past 1022 00:46:46,700 --> 00:46:42,599 process of decolonisation that ever of 1023 00:46:49,130 --> 00:46:46,710 seeing things as they are not living in 1024 00:46:50,870 --> 00:46:49,140 this fantasy land because half the 1025 00:46:53,870 --> 00:46:50,880 people here are living in this fantasy 1026 00:46:56,900 --> 00:46:53,880 land you know that we can we can 1027 00:46:59,270 --> 00:46:56,910 continue living off of the milk that 1028 00:47:02,589 --> 00:46:59,280 comes from the US you know the federal 1029 00:47:05,420 --> 00:47:02,599 government and it's just insufficient 1030 00:47:08,390 --> 00:47:05,430 insufficient you know and I all our food 1031 00:47:11,930 --> 00:47:08,400 a lot a great portion of our food comes 1032 00:47:14,390 --> 00:47:11,940 from ships you know when each one of us 1033 00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:14,400 can and there are communities mobilizing 1034 00:47:19,520 --> 00:47:16,410 you know you know agricultural 1035 00:47:22,070 --> 00:47:19,530 communities yes but no there should 1036 00:47:25,160 --> 00:47:22,080 there needs to be more how can how can 1037 00:47:29,660 --> 00:47:25,170 we be destabilized you know when we can 1038 00:47:32,060 --> 00:47:29,670 grow food we can create communities that 1039 00:47:34,790 --> 00:47:32,070 provide for these things when a 1040 00:47:36,650 --> 00:47:34,800 hurricane happens because hurricanes are 1041 00:47:39,470 --> 00:47:36,660 gonna continue happening people pretend 1042 00:47:40,910 --> 00:47:39,480 that we live in a bubble but we live in 1043 00:47:42,410 --> 00:47:40,920 the Caribbean and hurricanes pass 1044 00:47:44,960 --> 00:47:42,420 through here so they will continue 1045 00:47:48,829 --> 00:47:44,970 passing through here as normal and they 1046 00:47:51,770 --> 00:47:48,839 will most likely get worse so you know 1047 00:47:54,020 --> 00:47:51,780 it's we don't we don't see the real 1048 00:47:56,359 --> 00:47:54,030 picture of the big picture we don't see 1049 00:47:59,480 --> 00:47:56,369 things as they are and that's why I 1050 00:48:02,900 --> 00:47:59,490 think we each individual this is me 1051 00:48:05,000 --> 00:48:02,910 saying it but I cannot you know I cannot 1052 00:48:07,579 --> 00:48:05,010 make someone else go through a process 1053 00:48:10,010 --> 00:48:07,589 you know this is just how I view it you 1054 00:48:12,260 --> 00:48:10,020 know this is what is important to me the 1055 00:48:14,660 --> 00:48:12,270 process of decolonizing the self of 1056 00:48:18,230 --> 00:48:14,670 seeing things as they are and of 1057 00:48:23,570 --> 00:48:18,240 removing all this baggage of 1058 00:48:25,599 --> 00:48:23,580 [\h__\h] yeah well that's kind of what up 1059 00:48:28,010 --> 00:48:25,609 you know when we started talking about 1060 00:48:29,480 --> 00:48:28,020 colonization and the magical community 1061 00:48:31,810 --> 00:48:29,490 and you know I mentioned that you use a 1062 00:48:35,839 --> 00:48:31,820 Spanish Toro duck and it's kind of like 1063 00:48:37,910 --> 00:48:35,849 it's it's so ingrained that it's hard to 1064 00:48:41,000 --> 00:48:37,920 reverse-engineer it's hard to really 1065 00:48:43,160 --> 00:48:41,010 unravel all the effects of it and maybe 1066 00:48:44,839 --> 00:48:43,170 that's not the goal maybe that shouldn't 1067 00:48:47,210 --> 00:48:44,849 be the goal like you mentioned the 1068 00:48:49,609 --> 00:48:47,220 decolonization of the mind maybe it 1069 00:48:51,560 --> 00:48:49,619 should just be that it should be like we 1070 00:48:55,310 --> 00:48:51,570 can't change the past we're not going to 1071 00:48:58,700 --> 00:48:55,320 ever return to a pure and untainted 1072 00:48:59,810 --> 00:48:58,710 puerto rico puerto rican culture you 1073 00:49:01,670 --> 00:48:59,820 know it's always gonna have these 1074 00:49:03,800 --> 00:49:01,680 influences that have been brought in and 1075 00:49:05,359 --> 00:49:03,810 I guess that's everywhere and is that 1076 00:49:07,599 --> 00:49:05,369 really the end of the world I mean I 1077 00:49:09,740 --> 00:49:07,609 guess it just is what it is but 1078 00:49:11,630 --> 00:49:09,750 decolonizing the individual on how you 1079 00:49:14,240 --> 00:49:11,640 look at that is probably the important 1080 00:49:15,859 --> 00:49:14,250 step to take yeah no and I'm not you 1081 00:49:18,230 --> 00:49:15,869 know I'm not I'm not saying we should go 1082 00:49:20,030 --> 00:49:18,240 back to a pristine place you know we're 1083 00:49:21,349 --> 00:49:20,040 never we've never been pristine you know 1084 00:49:23,930 --> 00:49:21,359 we've been moving from place to place 1085 00:49:26,060 --> 00:49:23,940 and interacting you know we've never 1086 00:49:29,270 --> 00:49:26,070 been pristine there's no such thing as 1087 00:49:33,170 --> 00:49:29,280 pristine nature know what I mean is that 1088 00:49:35,870 --> 00:49:33,180 is understanding our place knowing where 1089 00:49:38,480 --> 00:49:35,880 we are and thinking okay what can we do 1090 00:49:40,430 --> 00:49:38,490 what can I do because I can you know 1091 00:49:44,780 --> 00:49:40,440 force anyone next to me what can I do 1092 00:49:46,670 --> 00:49:44,790 you know and find what you can do for 1093 00:49:52,220 --> 00:49:46,680 yourself and for your life and for your 1094 00:49:55,190 --> 00:49:52,230 family to make it clear to make it just 1095 00:49:58,430 --> 00:49:55,200 more and I don't want to sound authentic 1096 00:50:01,700 --> 00:49:58,440 because that's just as overused but just 1097 00:50:04,010 --> 00:50:01,710 to not just to have clarity to know 1098 00:50:07,250 --> 00:50:04,020 where you stand to know where you are to 1099 00:50:09,650 --> 00:50:07,260 know what you are and what is around you 1100 00:50:11,930 --> 00:50:09,660 you know and where the land that you 1101 00:50:14,960 --> 00:50:11,940 walk on obviously that is very important 1102 00:50:16,670 --> 00:50:14,970 for me the land and so you know I'm not 1103 00:50:19,070 --> 00:50:16,680 I'm not I'm not saying that everyone 1104 00:50:20,480 --> 00:50:19,080 should go back to a pristine place but 1105 00:50:23,570 --> 00:50:20,490 I'm saying everyone should be honest 1106 00:50:26,300 --> 00:50:23,580 with themselves and and learn to pay 1107 00:50:29,810 --> 00:50:26,310 attention and learn to be aware and 1108 00:50:31,550 --> 00:50:29,820 learn to be in place and be embody in 1109 00:50:31,910 --> 00:50:31,560 place because you know instead of living 1110 00:50:34,460 --> 00:50:31,920 in 1111 00:50:37,430 --> 00:50:34,470 fantasyland you know especially now with 1112 00:50:39,710 --> 00:50:37,440 cell phones and you know I very much 1113 00:50:43,160 --> 00:50:39,720 agree with Peter gray sentiments you 1114 00:50:45,710 --> 00:50:43,170 know Society of the surfaces and no 1115 00:50:50,329 --> 00:50:45,720 substance so it's it's definitely the 1116 00:50:51,109 --> 00:50:50,339 case here as well and especially since 1117 00:50:53,269 --> 00:50:51,119 school 1118 00:50:55,519 --> 00:50:53,279 you know since very early age they're 1119 00:50:58,009 --> 00:50:55,529 telling you all these stories that are 1120 00:50:59,809 --> 00:50:58,019 dissonant with the land that you walk on 1121 00:51:02,359 --> 00:50:59,819 the place that you live and who you are 1122 00:51:05,269 --> 00:51:02,369 you asked half the people here when 1123 00:51:07,779 --> 00:51:05,279 there are poles are you white are you 1124 00:51:11,120 --> 00:51:07,789 this and a lot of them will say white 1125 00:51:13,130 --> 00:51:11,130 you know and it's just funny I mean you 1126 00:51:16,549 --> 00:51:13,140 know okay there there are white people 1127 00:51:20,599 --> 00:51:16,559 here as in the color but you know it's 1128 00:51:24,920 --> 00:51:20,609 just I don't know I think it's a more 1129 00:51:26,630 --> 00:51:24,930 it's it's it's more yeah well I really 1130 00:51:28,519 --> 00:51:26,640 think you're on a roll here and I do 1131 00:51:30,500 --> 00:51:28,529 think that this stuff is super important 1132 00:51:32,539 --> 00:51:30,510 you mentioned getting your food from 1133 00:51:35,420 --> 00:51:32,549 ships and that's a big thing like what 1134 00:51:37,579 --> 00:51:35,430 is a better reaction if you're angry at 1135 00:51:41,049 --> 00:51:37,589 the Empire and you want things to be 1136 00:51:43,640 --> 00:51:41,059 decolonized ultimately is it better to 1137 00:51:46,009 --> 00:51:43,650 protest in the streets and then go have 1138 00:51:47,839 --> 00:51:46,019 a coca-cola that came off that ship or 1139 00:51:49,190 --> 00:51:47,849 is it better to just stay at home take 1140 00:51:50,930 --> 00:51:49,200 care of your family and have a community 1141 00:51:52,789 --> 00:51:50,940 garden yeah exactly 1142 00:51:54,410 --> 00:51:52,799 see that's what I'm thinking that's more 1143 00:51:56,839 --> 00:51:54,420 along the lines of what I'm thinking you 1144 00:52:00,140 --> 00:51:56,849 know how can you how can you stop 1145 00:52:01,880 --> 00:52:00,150 relying on a system an infrastructure 1146 00:52:04,819 --> 00:52:01,890 that is insufficient that will not 1147 00:52:06,740 --> 00:52:04,829 support you that will not work for you 1148 00:52:09,829 --> 00:52:06,750 that will not serve you that will not 1149 00:52:11,930 --> 00:52:09,839 help you you know when when all this 1150 00:52:13,849 --> 00:52:11,940 this lady that's now in power one of us 1151 00:52:16,730 --> 00:52:13,859 cuz I think her name is there were ships 1152 00:52:18,859 --> 00:52:16,740 that had Goods and supplies for us that 1153 00:52:21,710 --> 00:52:18,869 did not make it to the community you 1154 00:52:24,670 --> 00:52:21,720 know because of some procedure brew 1155 00:52:27,740 --> 00:52:24,680 raucous bureaucracy order I don't know 1156 00:52:30,289 --> 00:52:27,750 but they didn't make it you know to us 1157 00:52:33,769 --> 00:52:30,299 to the community that needed that needed 1158 00:52:37,160 --> 00:52:33,779 it so we had to figure out how to live 1159 00:52:39,799 --> 00:52:37,170 amongst ourselves and help ourselves you 1160 00:52:43,040 --> 00:52:39,809 know help each other and help the other 1161 00:52:45,230 --> 00:52:43,050 and this one next to me in busy no and 1162 00:52:49,160 --> 00:52:45,240 that's what I think we should we need to 1163 00:52:52,580 --> 00:52:49,170 learn to do yes because you know another 1164 00:52:55,250 --> 00:52:52,590 hurricane happens another catastrophe 1165 00:52:57,230 --> 00:52:55,260 happens and what are we gonna do you 1166 00:53:01,100 --> 00:52:57,240 know buy a lot of water bottles and 1167 00:53:04,460 --> 00:53:01,110 create more trash and when the water 1168 00:53:08,210 --> 00:53:04,470 bottles run out have no water and you 1169 00:53:10,130 --> 00:53:08,220 know eat canned food you know from where 1170 00:53:12,950 --> 00:53:10,140 what if when the kick and food is over 1171 00:53:16,190 --> 00:53:12,960 and now gas is going to go up so food is 1172 00:53:22,370 --> 00:53:16,200 going to go up here it just it's just 1173 00:53:26,330 --> 00:53:22,380 made the system is made to fail right to 1174 00:53:28,970 --> 00:53:26,340 fail for us and also to [\h__\h] 1175 00:53:31,700 --> 00:53:28,980 independence you can't be independent 1176 00:53:34,490 --> 00:53:31,710 and also suckle from the teat of the big 1177 00:53:36,800 --> 00:53:34,500 machine you can't do both you know yeah 1178 00:53:38,570 --> 00:53:36,810 no definitely you can't do both no and 1179 00:53:40,340 --> 00:53:38,580 there always is gonna be another corrupt 1180 00:53:44,600 --> 00:53:40,350 leader there is always gonna be another 1181 00:53:47,870 --> 00:53:44,610 hurricane as you say and it's like the 1182 00:53:50,450 --> 00:53:47,880 system keeps you weak but comfortable to 1183 00:53:51,890 --> 00:53:50,460 a degree and some of the things you have 1184 00:53:54,710 --> 00:53:51,900 to do to get away from it are 1185 00:53:57,410 --> 00:53:54,720 uncomfortable it's not super fun to go 1186 00:53:59,420 --> 00:53:57,420 farm every day and you know unless 1187 00:54:01,340 --> 00:53:59,430 that's your passion but it can be a lot 1188 00:54:03,890 --> 00:54:01,350 easier to go down to the 7-eleven 1189 00:54:05,660 --> 00:54:03,900 instead yeah but it's all wrapped up in 1190 00:54:08,450 --> 00:54:05,670 one thing it's a mindset you have to 1191 00:54:10,670 --> 00:54:08,460 really free your mind before you can 1192 00:54:13,010 --> 00:54:10,680 really free yourself because it's like 1193 00:54:15,050 --> 00:54:13,020 you can't be dependent on the system if 1194 00:54:17,090 --> 00:54:15,060 you're going to rebel against it like 1195 00:54:20,060 --> 00:54:17,100 you're saying yeah and I'm not saying 1196 00:54:24,290 --> 00:54:20,070 you know there are you have to know I 1197 00:54:28,100 --> 00:54:24,300 think each individual has to know the 1198 00:54:32,750 --> 00:54:28,110 cards they're playing so let's say I 1199 00:54:35,720 --> 00:54:32,760 want to step away or I want to find more 1200 00:54:38,810 --> 00:54:35,730 ways that I as a person that my body is 1201 00:54:40,640 --> 00:54:38,820 sovereign so how can I do it in a system 1202 00:54:42,770 --> 00:54:40,650 that I still have to participate in as 1203 00:54:45,110 --> 00:54:42,780 well so you have to know the cards that 1204 00:54:46,640 --> 00:54:45,120 you're playing you know and that means a 1205 00:54:49,100 --> 00:54:46,650 certain level of cunning that you have 1206 00:54:50,450 --> 00:54:49,110 to bring into play as well you know that 1207 00:54:52,910 --> 00:54:50,460 you have to know the cards you're 1208 00:54:54,410 --> 00:54:52,920 playing you know when you know your kid 1209 00:54:57,109 --> 00:54:54,420 if you have a kid and still has to go to 1210 00:55:01,040 --> 00:54:57,119 school you know so you have to know 1211 00:55:03,790 --> 00:55:01,050 you're going to build and and create 1212 00:55:06,950 --> 00:55:03,800 your life in a way that that is 1213 00:55:09,800 --> 00:55:06,960 sovereign but also aware of the place 1214 00:55:13,630 --> 00:55:09,810 and the state that things are and where 1215 00:55:17,060 --> 00:55:13,640 you live because you still have to 1216 00:55:19,849 --> 00:55:17,070 participate in a way you know if you 1217 00:55:20,599 --> 00:55:19,859 live far and work far you still need a 1218 00:55:26,359 --> 00:55:20,609 car 1219 00:55:30,230 --> 00:55:26,369 you know so you have to 1/2 this is why 1220 00:55:32,900 --> 00:55:30,240 extremes are insufficient extremes do 1221 00:55:35,750 --> 00:55:32,910 not are not the answer because you have 1222 00:55:40,700 --> 00:55:35,760 to know the cars that you have what can 1223 00:55:43,609 --> 00:55:40,710 you do and what can't you do right also 1224 00:55:45,890 --> 00:55:43,619 I wanted to ask in a more practical you 1225 00:55:50,000 --> 00:55:45,900 know in a more practical sense when it 1226 00:55:52,520 --> 00:55:50,010 comes to people in Puerto Rico of course 1227 00:55:54,319 --> 00:55:52,530 it's hard to summarize what up people 1228 00:55:56,810 --> 00:55:54,329 think and yeah I know you've been very 1229 00:55:59,170 --> 00:55:56,820 careful to try to only speak for 1230 00:56:02,329 --> 00:55:59,180 yourself and not other people but in 1231 00:56:05,920 --> 00:56:02,339 terms of Puerto Rico's nebulous state to 1232 00:56:07,760 --> 00:56:05,930 some being a state would be further 1233 00:56:10,220 --> 00:56:07,770 colonization to become part of the 1234 00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:10,230 United States would be the wrong 1235 00:56:15,349 --> 00:56:13,050 direction but maybe it's better than the 1236 00:56:17,900 --> 00:56:15,359 nebulous zone it's in and I think 1237 00:56:20,569 --> 00:56:17,910 completely removing the American 1238 00:56:22,280 --> 00:56:20,579 presence especially suddenly would hurt 1239 00:56:24,680 --> 00:56:22,290 a lot of people as it would anywhere 1240 00:56:27,290 --> 00:56:24,690 when they're dependent on a system but 1241 00:56:29,000 --> 00:56:27,300 is there a popular opinion amongst the 1242 00:56:30,380 --> 00:56:29,010 people of what they would prefer where 1243 00:56:32,059 --> 00:56:30,390 they prefer statehood or where they 1244 00:56:34,190 --> 00:56:32,069 prefer America to just leave them alone 1245 00:56:36,530 --> 00:56:34,200 I mean what do you think that the most 1246 00:56:40,190 --> 00:56:36,540 the sentiment is that's most popular oh 1247 00:56:42,770 --> 00:56:40,200 man this is the this is an issue a very 1248 00:56:44,450 --> 00:56:42,780 contentious issue it just depends who's 1249 00:56:47,420 --> 00:56:44,460 in power because there are several 1250 00:56:50,329 --> 00:56:47,430 political parties big political parties 1251 00:56:52,490 --> 00:56:50,339 there's the one the red one on the 1252 00:56:56,990 --> 00:56:52,500 popular party which says let's stay 1253 00:57:01,160 --> 00:56:59,240 and they want to be part they want to be 1254 00:57:04,790 --> 00:57:01,170 a state and there's a green one that 1255 00:57:07,310 --> 00:57:04,800 they want independence and I say it in 1256 00:57:11,690 --> 00:57:07,320 colors because it's the easiest way and 1257 00:57:14,990 --> 00:57:11,700 I think that I think the majority of 1258 00:57:17,300 --> 00:57:15,000 people are divided no I can't say either 1259 00:57:18,859 --> 00:57:17,310 way I think there's a big division 1260 00:57:21,050 --> 00:57:18,869 between the ones that want to keep the 1261 00:57:24,230 --> 00:57:21,060 diamond nebula stone and the ones that 1262 00:57:26,599 --> 00:57:24,240 want to be a part that to be a state the 1263 00:57:30,260 --> 00:57:26,609 ones that want independence they've sort 1264 00:57:33,680 --> 00:57:30,270 of that that movement that movement has 1265 00:57:38,870 --> 00:57:33,690 suffered a lot of misinformation and a 1266 00:57:41,109 --> 00:57:38,880 lot of violence and so it's quite sad so 1267 00:57:44,300 --> 00:57:41,119 there's not a lot of people don't 1268 00:57:47,300 --> 00:57:44,310 many people don't admit that they want 1269 00:57:49,310 --> 00:57:47,310 that or would consider that typically in 1270 00:57:51,500 --> 00:57:49,320 the polls I think they've done a couple 1271 00:57:54,020 --> 00:57:51,510 surveys they did a survey recently on 1272 00:57:55,940 --> 00:57:54,030 this and I think that was divided mostly 1273 00:57:57,470 --> 00:57:55,950 wanted like for a little bit of 1274 00:58:00,650 --> 00:57:57,480 difference in percentage wanted 1275 00:58:03,470 --> 00:58:00,660 statehood I believe I could be wrong but 1276 00:58:06,380 --> 00:58:03,480 I believe that you know we can do these 1277 00:58:08,150 --> 00:58:06,390 surveys and it can be decided by X 1278 00:58:10,640 --> 00:58:08,160 amount of people that we want statehood 1279 00:58:12,410 --> 00:58:10,650 but then you know we also have to hear 1280 00:58:14,599 --> 00:58:12,420 from the federal government if this will 1281 00:58:16,700 --> 00:58:14,609 be legitimate if they will look at these 1282 00:58:20,359 --> 00:58:16,710 surveys you know at this poll that was 1283 00:58:23,060 --> 00:58:20,369 done and the people's opinion so it's 1284 00:58:26,089 --> 00:58:23,070 divided it's really divided and for me 1285 00:58:31,400 --> 00:58:26,099 personally I don't care if we are a 1286 00:58:34,579 --> 00:58:31,410 state if we remain if we you know become 1287 00:58:38,930 --> 00:58:34,589 independent care because I think that 1288 00:58:42,380 --> 00:58:38,940 what we need to be focusing on is like I 1289 00:58:44,660 --> 00:58:42,390 mentioned our own selves our own place 1290 00:58:45,950 --> 00:58:44,670 our own land how do we take care of it 1291 00:58:48,020 --> 00:58:45,960 because that what is the point of 1292 00:58:49,849 --> 00:58:48,030 becoming independent and we can't even 1293 00:58:51,829 --> 00:58:49,859 subsist we don't even know how to you 1294 00:58:54,620 --> 00:58:51,839 know we don't that I've heard people say 1295 00:58:56,690 --> 00:58:54,630 oh my gosh can you imagine that my my 1296 00:58:59,210 --> 00:58:56,700 son grows up to have to be a farmer 1297 00:59:03,820 --> 00:58:59,220 that's terrible you know I've heard 1298 00:59:09,349 --> 00:59:03,830 people say that you know there's a many 1299 00:59:10,820 --> 00:59:09,359 stigmas around just po Rico and living 1300 00:59:16,220 --> 00:59:10,830 in Puerto Rico and being 1301 00:59:18,860 --> 00:59:16,230 part of the land and and so I really 1302 00:59:23,540 --> 00:59:18,870 don't care either way personally I don't 1303 00:59:26,150 --> 00:59:23,550 I could care less for me for me what I 1304 00:59:28,850 --> 00:59:26,160 care about is that how do we take care 1305 00:59:32,420 --> 00:59:28,860 of the land that we say we love you know 1306 00:59:34,820 --> 00:59:32,430 how do we how do we not take care in the 1307 00:59:36,830 --> 00:59:34,830 sense that we are here we are put here 1308 00:59:37,520 --> 00:59:36,840 as saviors to take care of the land I 1309 00:59:40,490 --> 00:59:37,530 don't mean like that 1310 00:59:43,130 --> 00:59:40,500 but how do we know the land how do we 1311 00:59:46,190 --> 00:59:43,140 interact and respect the land the soil 1312 00:59:48,740 --> 00:59:46,200 you know we have all our rivers are 1313 00:59:52,280 --> 00:59:48,750 polluted where are we gonna get water 1314 00:59:54,590 --> 00:59:52,290 from you know and it's just it just 1315 00:59:56,240 --> 00:59:54,600 makes no sense we're talking about all 1316 00:59:57,980 --> 00:59:56,250 these political issues when we don't 1317 01:00:00,230 --> 00:59:57,990 even address the ones here in the land 1318 01:00:02,990 --> 01:00:00,240 and that's what I care about mostly the 1319 01:00:05,720 --> 01:00:03,000 land that's what I care about that's 1320 01:00:07,970 --> 01:00:05,730 what what I want to see people looking 1321 01:00:10,640 --> 01:00:07,980 at the land and seeing how they can be 1322 01:00:15,110 --> 01:00:10,650 better stewards of the land that they 1323 01:00:17,120 --> 01:00:15,120 live in yes cheers to that I am in 1324 01:00:19,040 --> 01:00:17,130 complete agreement and I'm sure if I was 1325 01:00:20,930 --> 01:00:19,050 in that situation that's how I would 1326 01:00:22,580 --> 01:00:20,940 feel I don't ever get what I want 1327 01:00:24,710 --> 01:00:22,590 politically anyway so I just stopped 1328 01:00:26,630 --> 01:00:24,720 paying attention and do my own thing and 1329 01:00:28,340 --> 01:00:26,640 I know I've taken up a lot of your time 1330 01:00:30,140 --> 01:00:28,350 this is the last kind of weird question 1331 01:00:32,960 --> 01:00:30,150 I wanted to ask you before we just wrap 1332 01:00:34,520 --> 01:00:32,970 up with your links and stuff but clearly 1333 01:00:36,560 --> 01:00:34,530 you're aware of a lot of the dark 1334 01:00:38,930 --> 01:00:36,570 underbelly of the Empire and the Busey's 1335 01:00:41,570 --> 01:00:38,940 of people who don't have much of a voice 1336 01:00:43,910 --> 01:00:41,580 and of course the Jeffrey Epstein story 1337 01:00:46,550 --> 01:00:43,920 has been so huge lately I only bring it 1338 01:00:49,280 --> 01:00:46,560 up because little st. James is like the 1339 01:00:51,620 --> 01:00:49,290 closest island to Puerto Rico and I'm 1340 01:00:54,110 --> 01:00:51,630 just curious if people in Puerto Rico or 1341 01:00:56,090 --> 01:00:54,120 are responding to the story in any 1342 01:00:59,210 --> 01:00:56,100 interesting ways or if that proximity 1343 01:01:01,190 --> 01:00:59,220 has come up at all as far as you've seen 1344 01:01:04,910 --> 01:01:01,200 nope 1345 01:01:10,039 --> 01:01:04,920 no I don't know if many people are aware 1346 01:01:12,710 --> 01:01:10,049 maybe some a select few a small group 1347 01:01:14,359 --> 01:01:12,720 and if they are they looked at it they 1348 01:01:16,250 --> 01:01:14,369 went oh my god that's disgusting and 1349 01:01:18,950 --> 01:01:16,260 then just they just kept going because 1350 01:01:22,069 --> 01:01:18,960 like I said they all the stories that 1351 01:01:25,940 --> 01:01:22,079 are filtered to the general population 1352 01:01:28,910 --> 01:01:25,950 is if it's Fairy Tail it's it's just 1353 01:01:31,309 --> 01:01:28,920 they only look at you know oh this great 1354 01:01:32,990 --> 01:01:31,319 Empire oh this you know and I don't want 1355 01:01:35,839 --> 01:01:33,000 to say that all pro Ricans are just 1356 01:01:39,799 --> 01:01:35,849 subservient but and because it's that's 1357 01:01:45,289 --> 01:01:39,809 not the case but very many of them do 1358 01:01:47,599 --> 01:01:45,299 not look at things as they are mm-hmm so 1359 01:01:49,280 --> 01:01:47,609 no I don't mean I don't know that many 1360 01:01:51,260 --> 01:01:49,290 are aware of that I've never heard that 1361 01:01:54,440 --> 01:01:51,270 in conversation I know I've never seen 1362 01:01:59,359 --> 01:01:54,450 it in the newspaper if it showed up it 1363 01:02:01,160 --> 01:01:59,369 was a very small article well I'm not 1364 01:02:03,530 --> 01:02:01,170 surprised because I often don't know 1365 01:02:05,599 --> 01:02:03,540 what's going on in the next town or 1366 01:02:08,210 --> 01:02:05,609 state so I can only imagine the next 1367 01:02:10,039 --> 01:02:08,220 island but I figured I had to ask the 1368 01:02:12,260 --> 01:02:10,049 world is a big place and these two 1369 01:02:14,960 --> 01:02:12,270 islands are very close and that other 1370 01:02:18,380 --> 01:02:14,970 ones on the minds of a lot of people now 1371 01:02:21,559 --> 01:02:18,390 it's worth asking so anyway this has 1372 01:02:23,960 --> 01:02:21,569 been really enjoyable I think everybody 1373 01:02:27,859 --> 01:02:23,970 listening had a good time before we call 1374 01:02:29,960 --> 01:02:27,869 it in to tell us about your writings or 1375 01:02:32,089 --> 01:02:29,970 your PDFs that you have or anything on 1376 01:02:33,950 --> 01:02:32,099 mist and ether just anything you might 1377 01:02:35,839 --> 01:02:33,960 want them to know about digging more 1378 01:02:38,720 --> 01:02:35,849 into what you do or if you do any kind 1379 01:02:41,480 --> 01:02:38,730 of readings or anything like that yeah 1380 01:02:44,990 --> 01:02:41,490 well I don't at the moment do readings 1381 01:02:48,289 --> 01:02:45,000 online I do them live so here in Puerto 1382 01:02:50,450 --> 01:02:48,299 Rico I do have PDFs that you can 1383 01:02:53,960 --> 01:02:50,460 download of what I've done with the 1384 01:02:56,690 --> 01:02:53,970 Tarot and basically I have the poetic 1385 01:03:00,500 --> 01:02:56,700 arc Onam which is just a look at the 1386 01:03:03,020 --> 01:03:00,510 majors the trumps and what they who they 1387 01:03:05,960 --> 01:03:03,030 are using the cards to answer that 1388 01:03:08,089 --> 01:03:05,970 question the cards themselves I also 1389 01:03:10,720 --> 01:03:08,099 have and so these PDFs you can go on my 1390 01:03:12,540 --> 01:03:10,730 website missed in a third calm or 1391 01:03:15,150 --> 01:03:12,550 wordpress.com 1392 01:03:17,910 --> 01:03:15,160 and so I have those PDFs that you can go 1393 01:03:19,920 --> 01:03:17,920 ahead and download and print available I 1394 01:03:22,080 --> 01:03:19,930 also have another worldly journey with 1395 01:03:24,060 --> 01:03:22,090 the suit of source so it's just carto 1396 01:03:27,720 --> 01:03:24,070 mantak explorations I guess you could 1397 01:03:31,560 --> 01:03:27,730 say through the lens of poetry I also 1398 01:03:34,290 --> 01:03:31,570 have a piece that is part of 21 plus one 1399 01:03:37,800 --> 01:03:34,300 camellia Elias edited the fortune 1400 01:03:41,430 --> 01:03:37,810 tellers manifesto and I have that I also 1401 01:03:44,760 --> 01:03:41,440 have a story being published by the 1402 01:03:48,180 --> 01:03:44,770 Fiddler's Green coming out next year the 1403 01:03:50,280 --> 01:03:48,190 Fiddler's screen parish magazine which 1404 01:03:51,930 --> 01:03:50,290 is a zine but yeah you can just 1405 01:03:54,840 --> 01:03:51,940 basically go to mist and a third 1406 01:03:57,300 --> 01:03:54,850 wordpress.com and everything is there 1407 01:04:00,510 --> 01:03:57,310 everything that I do and I also have you 1408 01:04:03,780 --> 01:04:00,520 know all my social media you know 1409 01:04:06,180 --> 01:04:03,790 connections there as well and for now 1410 01:04:10,140 --> 01:04:06,190 that's all I do and I and I wanted to 1411 01:04:13,470 --> 01:04:10,150 keep it simple and not I'm not big on 1412 01:04:15,270 --> 01:04:13,480 promoting myself on social media so I 1413 01:04:17,760 --> 01:04:15,280 wanted to keep it simple I have that 1414 01:04:20,010 --> 01:04:17,770 blog because I like to write and I love 1415 01:04:22,080 --> 01:04:20,020 the cards and I like to write about the 1416 01:04:24,210 --> 01:04:22,090 cards and I also like books and I like 1417 01:04:26,070 --> 01:04:24,220 to write about books as well and review 1418 01:04:29,940 --> 01:04:26,080 things and just talk about these things 1419 01:04:31,380 --> 01:04:29,950 and so it's all there and that's 1420 01:04:33,690 --> 01:04:31,390 basically where you can find me 1421 01:04:37,860 --> 01:04:33,700 I am also I think I'm I'm on Twitter and 1422 01:04:40,620 --> 01:04:37,870 Instagram you know regular places not on 1423 01:04:43,320 --> 01:04:40,630 Facebook and that's it that's all that's 1424 01:04:46,200 --> 01:04:43,330 all I have upcoming for now I'm still 1425 01:04:48,540 --> 01:04:46,210 writing I like my dream of finishing a 1426 01:04:53,430 --> 01:04:48,550 collection of short stories and so 1427 01:04:55,470 --> 01:04:53,440 that's it that's that's all for now very 1428 01:04:58,230 --> 01:04:55,480 cool well I do really like your blog 1429 01:05:00,750 --> 01:04:58,240 I've enjoyed the parts of animating the 1430 01:05:02,940 --> 01:05:00,760 taro pips that you've put up since we've 1431 01:05:04,950 --> 01:05:02,950 been in communication I've taken a look 1432 01:05:07,650 --> 01:05:04,960 at your monthly forecast and the couple 1433 01:05:09,600 --> 01:05:07,660 months that I've been able to digest it 1434 01:05:12,120 --> 01:05:09,610 in real time and I think that's a lot of 1435 01:05:14,370 --> 01:05:12,130 fun I try to fold that into what I 1436 01:05:17,490 --> 01:05:14,380 expect a month to look like and of 1437 01:05:20,160 --> 01:05:17,500 course an otherworldly journey with the 1438 01:05:22,590 --> 01:05:20,170 suit of swords is is a blast too so I 1439 01:05:24,420 --> 01:05:22,600 think people find a lot of stuff there 1440 01:05:25,499 --> 01:05:24,430 too like your really good writer I hope 1441 01:05:26,969 --> 01:05:25,509 you have a lot of 1442 01:05:29,459 --> 01:05:26,979 success and get some good feedback from 1443 01:05:31,649 --> 01:05:29,469 this thank you thank you I hope so too 1444 01:05:33,419 --> 01:05:31,659 thank you well thanks again I know it's 1445 01:05:35,339 --> 01:05:33,429 a marathon session around here I really 1446 01:05:36,989 --> 01:05:35,349 appreciate your time and your work keep 1447 01:05:41,759 --> 01:05:36,999 fighting the good fight and take care 1448 01:05:46,079 --> 01:05:41,769 thank you I rank rank and that is how we 1449 01:05:48,959 --> 01:05:46,089 do it people Natalia l40 of mist in 1450 01:05:51,269 --> 01:05:48,969 ether I hope you had a good time I know 1451 01:05:53,639 --> 01:05:51,279 she was a little nervous as anyone would 1452 01:05:55,289 --> 01:05:53,649 be with their first interview especially 1453 01:05:58,559 --> 01:05:55,299 on a show that you've listened to before 1454 01:06:01,199 --> 01:05:58,569 and I thought she did as great as anyone 1455 01:06:04,229 --> 01:06:01,209 would of course she never claimed to be 1456 01:06:07,199 --> 01:06:04,239 an expert or an authority on Caribbean 1457 01:06:10,349 --> 01:06:07,209 magic traditions or spirit contact or 1458 01:06:12,419 --> 01:06:10,359 the politics of Puerto Rico but I still 1459 01:06:15,539 --> 01:06:12,429 thought she had a lot of insights to 1460 01:06:18,419 --> 01:06:15,549 share a lot of similar interests to tht 1461 01:06:20,699 --> 01:06:18,429 listeners and just being embedded in 1462 01:06:25,079 --> 01:06:20,709 that environment is interesting to 1463 01:06:27,449 --> 01:06:25,089 people who probably haven't been just 1464 01:06:31,199 --> 01:06:27,459 the difference in culture that everybody 1465 01:06:32,700 --> 01:06:31,209 has some type of spirit belief is pretty 1466 01:06:34,950 --> 01:06:32,710 foreign 1467 01:06:37,650 --> 01:06:34,960 but I've always liked bringing in people 1468 01:06:39,569 --> 01:06:37,660 who haven't done previous interviews 1469 01:06:41,370 --> 01:06:39,579 it's fun to have conversations that 1470 01:06:44,789 --> 01:06:41,380 aren't entirely mapped out in my head 1471 01:06:47,010 --> 01:06:44,799 beforehand and I've always liked the 1472 01:06:49,980 --> 01:06:47,020 surprise element of THC when a new 1473 01:06:53,039 --> 01:06:49,990 episode comes out and you don't know the 1474 01:06:56,490 --> 01:06:53,049 name you're like wow what is this it's 1475 01:06:59,849 --> 01:06:56,500 fun and I knew it was going to be more 1476 01:07:02,519 --> 01:06:59,859 conversational because this whole thing 1477 01:07:05,700 --> 01:07:02,529 stemmed from a single blog post which is 1478 01:07:07,859 --> 01:07:05,710 already light for the full focus of a 1479 01:07:10,680 --> 01:07:07,869 two-hour interview but it was also a 1480 01:07:14,819 --> 01:07:10,690 post that was outside of the norm for 1481 01:07:17,069 --> 01:07:14,829 her so this posts the politics of 1482 01:07:21,000 --> 01:07:17,079 unnamed desire it really took on a life 1483 01:07:22,859 --> 01:07:21,010 of its own and look at it now I also 1484 01:07:25,019 --> 01:07:22,869 read it at a time when I was thinking 1485 01:07:27,089 --> 01:07:25,029 about the negative feedback over some 1486 01:07:30,180 --> 01:07:27,099 guests or topics that don't seem 1487 01:07:33,480 --> 01:07:30,190 relevant to anyone outside of the US or 1488 01:07:36,510 --> 01:07:33,490 one guy said THC is the first world 1489 01:07:38,339 --> 01:07:36,520 problems of conspiracy podcast and it's 1490 01:07:41,730 --> 01:07:38,349 hard to know what string of shows 1491 01:07:43,829 --> 01:07:41,740 brought that comment on but people are 1492 01:07:46,430 --> 01:07:43,839 often saying to me oh gee another old 1493 01:07:50,370 --> 01:07:46,440 white guy on the higher side chats 1494 01:07:51,960 --> 01:07:50,380 interesting which i think is just as 1495 01:07:54,750 --> 01:07:51,970 demeaning as anything if you're really 1496 01:07:56,700 --> 01:07:54,760 gonna judge people as individuals it's 1497 01:07:58,589 --> 01:07:56,710 like so as an individual this old white 1498 01:08:00,839 --> 01:07:58,599 guy can't have something valuable to say 1499 01:08:04,319 --> 01:08:00,849 because there are a lot of other old 1500 01:08:08,819 --> 01:08:04,329 white guys saying things it's just never 1501 01:08:11,420 --> 01:08:08,829 good to judge people by that [\h__\h] but 1502 01:08:13,890 --> 01:08:11,430 regardless I do get it and I've tried to 1503 01:08:16,919 --> 01:08:13,900 diversify the lineup a little bit lately 1504 01:08:19,530 --> 01:08:16,929 we've added a few more ladies and try to 1505 01:08:23,399 --> 01:08:19,540 talk about some stuff that might be more 1506 01:08:25,410 --> 01:08:23,409 universally relevant or like today tried 1507 01:08:29,430 --> 01:08:25,420 to hone in on a pocket of the world that 1508 01:08:32,490 --> 01:08:29,440 isn't thought about enough but is just 1509 01:08:35,070 --> 01:08:32,500 as affected by the Empire maybe more so 1510 01:08:36,899 --> 01:08:35,080 than most pockets of the world and then 1511 01:08:40,010 --> 01:08:36,909 of course Natalia is also knowledgeable 1512 01:08:43,859 --> 01:08:40,020 about cartomancy Tarot and spiritualism 1513 01:08:46,740 --> 01:08:43,869 so we went for it and I liked it 1514 01:08:48,930 --> 01:08:46,750 this was my first show that I recorded 1515 01:08:50,789 --> 01:08:48,940 since being back from Austin and 1516 01:08:52,789 --> 01:08:50,799 gordon's as above event so a lot of this 1517 01:08:55,289 --> 01:08:52,799 stuff was fresh on my mind and 1518 01:08:57,870 --> 01:08:55,299 appropriate because she of course 1519 01:09:01,559 --> 01:08:57,880 follows their work to see if you liked 1520 01:09:03,329 --> 01:09:01,569 her vibe mist and ether wordpress.com is 1521 01:09:06,479 --> 01:09:03,339 where you can read more links in the 1522 01:09:08,579 --> 01:09:06,489 show notes as always but just like 1523 01:09:11,099 --> 01:09:08,589 Whitney Webb it's important to 1524 01:09:13,410 --> 01:09:11,109 acknowledge that the system does damage 1525 01:09:16,499 --> 01:09:13,420 to a lot of people in places that are 1526 01:09:19,700 --> 01:09:16,509 outside of it I think most Americans 1527 01:09:22,859 --> 01:09:19,710 would agree that we get some benefits I 1528 01:09:25,289 --> 01:09:22,869 mean you got to be pretty dense to not 1529 01:09:27,749 --> 01:09:25,299 admit that we get some benefits and 1530 01:09:31,229 --> 01:09:27,759 outside of our system it's just all 1531 01:09:33,570 --> 01:09:31,239 costs I don't know we want to try to 1532 01:09:35,729 --> 01:09:33,580 make sure we're covering as much diverse 1533 01:09:37,919 --> 01:09:35,739 ground as we can and make sure that 1534 01:09:41,760 --> 01:09:37,929 we're not just turning over the same 1535 01:09:43,859 --> 01:09:41,770 five rocks week after week also I know 1536 01:09:45,720 --> 01:09:43,869 we have listeners in Puerto Rico and I'm 1537 01:09:49,289 --> 01:09:45,730 sure they'll be happy to see this pop up 1538 01:09:51,599 --> 01:09:49,299 and I really respect Natalia's efforts 1539 01:09:54,030 --> 01:09:51,609 to not speak for other people especially 1540 01:09:56,640 --> 01:09:54,040 people who oftentimes don't get to speak 1541 01:09:58,620 --> 01:09:56,650 for themselves it's a tough thing to 1542 01:10:01,050 --> 01:09:58,630 navigate because we do it without even 1543 01:10:03,629 --> 01:10:01,060 noticing sometimes we generalized and 1544 01:10:06,530 --> 01:10:03,639 oversimplify and when a sentence starts 1545 01:10:08,580 --> 01:10:06,540 with it seems like all the people want 1546 01:10:11,609 --> 01:10:08,590 no matter what you're talking about 1547 01:10:13,859 --> 01:10:11,619 you're probably wrong that was just 1548 01:10:17,760 --> 01:10:13,869 another element to the conversation that 1549 01:10:19,950 --> 01:10:17,770 came into play today but as always THD 1550 01:10:23,010 --> 01:10:19,960 interviews are two hours instead of just 1551 01:10:26,189 --> 01:10:23,020 the one if you are a plus member and in 1552 01:10:28,430 --> 01:10:26,199 today's we talked about how to find your 1553 01:10:32,070 --> 01:10:28,440 agency within the landscape you're in 1554 01:10:34,500 --> 01:10:32,080 Natal ia's monthly Tarot forecasts her 1555 01:10:39,060 --> 01:10:34,510 favorite decks and why they seem more 1556 01:10:42,240 --> 01:10:39,070 potent st. Cyprian tips for ancestral 1557 01:10:45,450 --> 01:10:42,250 contact understanding the life death 1558 01:10:47,239 --> 01:10:45,460 cycle with Natalia's added spiritual 1559 01:10:49,939 --> 01:10:47,249 context 1560 01:10:53,529 --> 01:10:49,949 what trends she sees coming in magic and 1561 01:10:57,319 --> 01:10:53,539 a little bit about how racism or 1562 01:11:00,979 --> 01:10:57,329 colonization might color our outlook on 1563 01:11:03,890 --> 01:11:00,989 indigenous magical traditions it's that 1564 01:11:06,529 --> 01:11:03,900 pesky colonization of the mind let me 1565 01:11:08,450 --> 01:11:06,539 tell you there's actually an author from 1566 01:11:10,790 --> 01:11:08,460 Kenya he's in his 80s but he wrote a 1567 01:11:12,709 --> 01:11:10,800 book called decolonizing the mind the 1568 01:11:15,290 --> 01:11:12,719 politics of language in African 1569 01:11:16,700 --> 01:11:15,300 literature and I tried to track him down 1570 01:11:19,850 --> 01:11:16,710 for an interview and I haven't heard 1571 01:11:22,609 --> 01:11:19,860 back yet but that is a great intriguing 1572 01:11:25,790 --> 01:11:22,619 book title and higher side news the 1573 01:11:27,950 --> 01:11:25,800 developers are definitely done with the 1574 01:11:31,399 --> 01:11:27,960 work I've got a few more things to do on 1575 01:11:33,439 --> 01:11:31,409 my side emails related to the changes 1576 01:11:35,779 --> 01:11:33,449 are still coming in but I've got about 1577 01:11:38,839 --> 01:11:35,789 95% of people answered and they're 1578 01:11:40,729 --> 01:11:38,849 problem solved but now it's sort of 1579 01:11:44,000 --> 01:11:40,739 crunch time for the end of the month 1580 01:11:47,509 --> 01:11:44,010 here so I should have this last show out 1581 01:11:49,520 --> 01:11:47,519 on Monday actually I have to but it's a 1582 01:11:51,890 --> 01:11:49,530 good one with a returning guest to talk 1583 01:11:54,169 --> 01:11:51,900 about the corrupt banking system and 1584 01:11:56,299 --> 01:11:54,179 some more advantageous banking 1585 01:11:59,209 --> 01:11:56,309 structures that have been tried and make 1586 01:12:01,100 --> 01:11:59,219 life a lot better for the people in them 1587 01:12:04,279 --> 01:12:01,110 then the fractional reserve debt based 1588 01:12:07,100 --> 01:12:04,289 system of rule we have now so stay tuned 1589 01:12:10,009 --> 01:12:07,110 same bat-time same bat-channel 1590 01:12:13,040 --> 01:12:10,019 and I'll see you then I've done my part 1591 01:12:15,919 --> 01:12:13,050 your move agents of the Empire silencers 1592 01:12:19,550 --> 01:12:15,929 of voices and colonizers of the 1593 01:12:24,419 --> 01:12:19,560 Caribbean you're [\h__\h] 1594 01:12:30,000 --> 01:12:24,429 sweet dreams to the we're calling them 1595 01:12:34,760 --> 01:12:30,010 out on TAC uncovering secrets 1596 01:12:39,720 --> 01:12:34,770 seas everybody's looking for something 1597 01:12:40,250 --> 01:12:39,730 some of them want to use you some of 1598 01:12:42,630 --> 01:12:40,260 them 1599 01:12:46,790 --> 01:12:42,640 [Music] 1600 01:12:49,040 --> 01:12:46,800 some of them want to abuse you 1601 01:12:52,910 --> 01:12:49,050 stahma damn 1602 01:12:58,590 --> 01:12:52,920 be abused 1603 01:13:16,479 --> 01:12:58,600 [Music] 1604 01:13:19,490 --> 01:13:16,489 [Applause] 1605 01:13:22,060 --> 01:13:19,500 the Sunday 1606 01:13:22,380 --> 01:13:22,070 [Music] 1607 01:13:31,350 --> 01:13:22,390 [Applause]